AN: Ok so I have this idea for a story. I think it's epic. So I won't to share it. Originally it started out as an idea for a Naruto Fanfic. But evolved into a world onto it's one. I mean I literally have a list of about 230+ ideas, on my computer. And a lot of those idea's could be a story onto it's own. Last but not least this story will be sorta Gory, Realistic(From My POV), a long Prologue, and a bunch of other things I can't think of atm.

PS: My grammar isn't the best but I will try my best!

Nothing...

Nothing...

And more nothing...

I have already realized, that I am in a coma, trapped somewhere, or dead. I don't know how much time had passed either. I do not sleep, eat, and I am sure I'm not breathing either. So I must be dead. The last thing I remember was walking home from class and then a bright light, then this “nothingness”.

But just not nothingness. I mean nothing at all. No light, darkness, sound, taste, smell, or anything for that matter. All I have are memories and my own thoughts. And maybe a little madness. Don't judge me... you try staying in nothingness for a while, without knowing what's happening. Or really even feeling things.

Yep that's right. I feel “almost” nothing. Though that's nothing new. I was always a little emotionally handicapped. I live... lived with the bare minimal of feeling things. Love, anger, sadness, and apathy. Those are the emotions I'm most familiar with. And yes, you can “feel” apathy. It is weird to say the least...

Ah I am talking to myself again. Ah... whatever. Got nothing better to do. Already contemplated myself, life, death, the world, and many more things. I have nothing else to do but think.

I have said nothing a lot so far... meh. I wonder if they came out with a sequel to that game yet. Oh maybe they made a manga for it... probably not. So this is death? This is the great big ending? ...I wonder how my mom is doing? I miss her. I miss tv too. Funny thing is that I never really watched it. I am more of a reader/gamer. I blame my mom...

I know I should feel sad. But I won't... no... I just cannot. It's funny when I think about it. My life that is. My mom always told my I could be anything do anything. I wasted so much of my short time being a leech off her. Twenty-four short years of life. And I waited until I was twenty-two, too doing something with it.

Nothing was ever “too” hard for me. I was gifted in a way. I just did not use that gift until much later. I wish I did. Don't get me wrong. I have no regrets. I lived my life as I pleased. I just didn't live it to it's fullest. ...I do want another chance.

To bad it's not one of those stories where you die and reincarnate. That would be nice. ...If I was still male. Although... na...maybe...naaaa. Besides...everything comes with a price. I bow to no one. I might show respect. But me bow? Nope... if I was to reincarnate. It would have to be with little to no strings attached. Or ideally, on my own terms. But I digress. Things like that just don't happen. If it did, I might not still be here.

I wish I could at least sleep. Sleep would be a blessing. I would not wish my situation on my worst enemy. ...Maybe... depends on how much I like or dislike them. Can you even like an enemy? Yes...yes you could. Meh...

Well I suppose my situation answers the age old question of what happens after death. Answer, nothingness. It also answers the age old question, “Does God exist?” doesn't it. ...No wait... maybe... I haven't tried. And I have literally nothing to lose.

But how would I...? Do I just ask? Wait.. I have no mouth. But I can think. So maybe that will work. ...Why haven't I thought of this sooner? Ah... yea not into cults... or religion as people call it. Meh... here goes nothing....lol. Was that a good pun? ...Meh...

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God, Gods, and/or Goddesses. If you can here me. Please give me a little help? I think I'm dead. And made a wrong turn in the afterlife. Or you sent me to the wrong place. I mean... come on. Sent to nothing? Sure I wasn't the type to pray everyday or something. Nor did I follow a certain religion. But I was a spiritual person none the less. So give me a break will ya?

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Guess that answered that question... no Go-

What the fuck....I can see? No... wait how? Why? Wow this dude is big. And I can honestly say he is good looking too. No... is it... am I small? How-, ah... I am a cliche glowing ball of a soul... aren't I? So this would be God? Ok dude... I mean God. Can ya give a lil soul like me some help? Please and thank you!

Oh... oh... he speaking but I can't understand him. So can't understand me right? Dam and i-

“Mortal soul can you understand me now?”

...Yes?...

“Good. I give you a choice. Become apart of my army. Or become a slave. Choose wisely.”

...Can I have option 3? You help me and I owe you a small favor. My small not your God small. Please? I mean I am not much of a fighter... kinda? And... lol... slave? No...no...just no.

Ah he staring at me now. Ah... I don't like that look. He looks constipated. Or that something big went in down under...lol.

...Ah... he looks mad now... oh... he can hear me... well shit.

“Very well. Slave and food it is. Such a pity. A strong soul like yours would have served me well.”

Ah... thank- wait food? No... he isn't... ah he grabbed me. Wait... I can feel his hand... ewww. I feel sorta violated now. Ah... he is...Fuck you!

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The bastard ate me.. he ate me... What The FUCK!

Ah... Ah... AH What the hell. It burns.. IT HURTS...

I swear when I get out of this. YOU WILL PAY! YOU WILL REGRET THIS!

If you don't My name isn't... Fuck... what was my name again?

Shit... hot,hot, HOT!

FUCK YOU!