"I'm the one who puts a letter to your locker that time Anna"
When I heard what Gray told me, now I realized why in my past life before I use the time machine Gray shouted and told me the word "I love you"
"sorry Anna if I'm telling you it right now that you're broken and sad"
Gray said...
I hold Gray. Even though I'm hurt and broken I feel not alone because I realize that Gray loves me and cares for me. I feel a little refreshment and comfort because someone has a pure love for me
"can you please tell me more?"
I said to Gray...
"I like you since we were children. Maybe I don't have many reasons but I fall in love with you because you are you. You're amazing, you always make my mouth curve until I make a true smile. I'm always happy to be with you. Way back then in 2018, I put a letter to your locker. I'm gonna confess my feelings that time but I'm nervous and I can't say it to you and that is my biggest regret. My biggest regret is not confessing my feelings for you. One day I already knew that you and Mark are officially dating. I'm hurt at that time and I'm jealous. I want to spend more time with you but you are officially into him. Then one day you told me that Mark is getting jealous of us then after that, we barely talk and we are not close anymore. I always see you in school but I can't talk to you anymore. I'm distancing myself from you because I don't want to disturb your happiness. I like to see you smile because I like you so much at that time. You're happy because you have Mark but I'm in pain because you have Mark. It's very painful, a pain that I never experience before. One year later and then I realized to stop my feelings for you because you said to me that you wish that I can find someday my loved ones and now I found my girl. I'm in a relationship now and I can feel the feelings of being in love with a person who is in love with me. Maybe it's painful to be heartbroken but I will treasure those times that I fell in love with you. Love can be sour, sweet, bitter, and many more so just like you said to me before I wish that one day you will find your loved ones too.
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Gray replied...
I can't speak right now and I'm shocked. What if I did not use the time machine and I just continue my past life back then. In my past life, I have regrets but I'm not heartbroken and Gray is still there for me. Now I'm heartbroken and it hurts. I think I ruined my destiny, maybe in my past life Gray is destined to be with me but now he is in a relationship with someone.
(One week later)
I'm at my school and I saw Mark. Mark is happy with Hera now but I don't feel any pain and I'm glad about it but when I look at Gray I feel a little bit of hurt. I feel hurt because I realize that I wasted my time for Mark. Mark is trash for me and I'm regretting why I become in love with him. If I only see Gray that time maybe I am happy right now, maybe I don't feel pain or maybe I'm in love with the right person. I use a time machine because I have regrets for not confessing my feelings for Mark but now I use a time machine but I'm regretting again, I'm regretting why did I use the time machine. I just want to cry, I want to cry a lot, a cry that will release my pain and stress. Do I deserve this? I did my best but I'm here again regretting. The pain in my heart is just like sadness because it never leaves me. I'm trapped in my world now and I can't go back to my past. I use a time machine and now I'm heartbroken.
***THE END***
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