Chapter 30 – Difficult Conversations
“Security will be difficult but not impossible. I can personally attest to the effectiveness of your barrier spell in keeping people out but it’s not foolproof. The barrier only lasts so long and must be brought down any time materials and people need to move in and out. Your idea to use earth Magic for a good part of the construction is a great idea your Majesty but in doing so will reveal part of your capabilities to the world. We need alternatives to that happening.” Sloane gave their honest feedback on what was discussed so far.
Prince James had shared his plan of creating a handful of teleportation circles that could help them bring goods and materials from Sanctuary to the capital. They had discussed using his barrier spell and other security measures they could take in both the construction projects and ongoing security.
“Some of the craftsmen we’ve hired have an affinity to earth. It’s hard not to being a dwarf. They could help, all-be-it not much.” Galdren chimed in.
“Use illusion magic to make it look like workers are manually building everything while getting help periodically from the crafters attuned to earth. That way it will appear the reason the final buildings look like they were completely created by magic was just smart craftsmen using their talent to make it look that way. We could even erect an obfuscation shield around the site to both obscure what is happening inside and confuse any magical monitoring devices.” Godfrey offered.
“If we got some of the lads to help and look like they go to a construction site every day it would help sell the illusion. I think most of the dwarves in the capital would come to show their support.” Galdren chimed in, liking the idea.
“It could work. We use the excuse the barrier is in place to protect the outside public from any noise or dust from the construction and the workers from being interrupted.” Sloane added.
“Sounds like we have a plan. Well done, Godfrey, I am so glad you are adept with magic. That will serve us well in the coming days.” Prince James praised his personal butler.
Turning back to the others, Prince James asked his next question. “What about my question regarding my personal royal knights?”
Sloane hadn’t forgotten when Prince James first asked that question, but rather was delaying the answer. ‘The longer they don’t know the longer I am the only one in the inner circle.’ Sloane thought, but with a mental sigh knew he had to do what was right.
‘This man has accepted me for who I am, with all my flaws, above any rumors or nonsense spread about my motivations and behavior. I must share my liege with the world, only then am I truly giving back.’ Sloane thought before he gave his answer. “It is a tough question to answer your Majesty. In truth I believe all are loyal to the crown and the kingdom. I have investigated each of your personal royal knights to be sure of that.”
Sighing, Sloane continued. “The issue is this place is yours and yours alone. It does not belong to the kingdom or your parents, and I do not know which of your knights might take offense to that statement.”
James knew Sloane’s sentiments. Sloane served James, not the crown or the kingdom, James, and James alone. Before James came along, Sloane served in a loose sense, but after meeting and being so completely accepted by Prince James, Sloane finally witnessed true loyalty and as such is giving it in return. Since then, the man had no other loyalty than to Prince James. Knowing this, he did not want to just ignore the concern Sloane expressed.
While Prince James began to ponder, Galdren immediately agreed with Sloane’s statement. “Here, here! I agree with Sloane! We can’t risk some uptight noble knight thinking the kingdom has rights to this place.”
Of course, Galdren felt the same way as Sloane. James was doing more for his people, his friends, and own personal life goals than anyone from the kingdom has ever attempted. It was a big reason why the dwarves of the kingdom rarely went into the military or fought for the kingdom unless their families’ lives were on the line.
“Of course, I agree with both of your sentiments. This place was my Master’s creation which means it is precious to me and must be protected. We can all agree No One will Ever Take this Place from Us! If they try, I will rip them apart, gorge on their entrails, and ….” Godfrey began before realizing he was losing control at the thought of someone daring to betray his master.
Regaining his composure, Godfrey continued. “However, that is not the issue at hand. The real question is which knights can we trust to keep this secret and not betray Master out of some other misguided duty?” Godfrey chimed in.
‘I am impressed with Godfrey. He thinks critically and remains laser focused on my needs. I couldn’t ask for better. I even appreciate the zero to murderhobo mentality when it comes to my interests, it lets me know he has my back always.’ James thought before sending a silent prayer of gratitude for the gifts he possessed.
James voiced his appreciation to Godfrey. “Thank you, Godfrey, for keeping us focused on the real question. Make no mistake Sloane and Galdren, I appreciate your sentiments and loyalty. This endeavor is the start of a strong foundation from which we will begin to help all our people prosper. We cannot do such an endeavor alone and I will not consider my family enemies until they act as such.”
Turning to Sloane again, Prince James pressed the issue with some force behind his words. “You have spent the most time with the knights, both before my arrival, and as part of investigating each of them. Who can we trust with this big a secret? I have my thoughts but am asking for your input.”
Sloane seemed to deflate a little realizing in their zeal to protect Prince James they aren’t helping as they should. “Forgive me your Majesty for my impertinence.”
With a softer and kind voice James replied, “There is nothing to forgive. Please continue.”
Hearing their liege say please almost broke Sloane’s heart. ‘No royal or noble I have ever heard of has ever used the word please but here my liege is asking me for my help. I can’t ignore such a plea.’
“Of course, your Majesty. Putting my personal feelings aside, there are a few that stand out the most. Before answering let me say, I would also consider recruiting a few specific nobles for the conglomerate, not for this secret, but to keep them close enough they won’t find this out and they will help keep others away. It will take some finesse, but it would allow us to test out their loyalty before bringing them into our confidence.” Sloane said.
“I have been thinking the same thing Sloane, so thank you for the suggestion. We can discuss it after the knights.” James replied.
Giving a bow of his head and recognizing his liege was keeping him on task, Sloane gave his advice. “Of course your Majesty. In short, each knight is loyal to the crown and the kingdom, with several loyal to the noble family they come from. Rita is probably the most likely top choice. She is the most likely to see through any subterfuge with her uncanny sight. Kira would be my second choice. She is a strong follower of the Light, it’s at the core of who she is. The fact that High Priest Cendrin has put the full support of the Church of Light behind you makes it easier for her to not feel conflicted. This also may be a good point to bring up including Cendrin in joining the council.”
Prince James interrupted him. “That was already part of my plan. He will help us in more ways than one when the time comes. He has already pledged to help spread my influence amongst the people. Now back to it Sloane.”
Sloane nodded and continued. “Lastly, Anara and Aeria are frankly both obsessed with you. I thought I would never see anything Anara was focused on other than her magical studies but her obsession with you makes her interest in magic look like a random hobby. However, if you do decide to bring in Aeria, I recommend at some point bringing in Simmons and Mira. Simmons will have family loyalties as will Mira, but if you can win over her mother… then there is no family conflict, AND Lady Nightshade is very close with Lady Firebrand.”
James was still trying to wrap his head around Sloane’s comment about Anara’s infatuation. “What?! What do you mean obsession? Sure, I figured she had a thing for me but not to the extent you are speaking about.” James exclaimed.
“Oh yes, your Majesty. I have caught her saving napkins you’ve used as random keepsakes. Aeria isn’t much better, there are a few times I found her coming out of your quarters when you aren’t there looking extremely flushed.” Sloane replied.
“I wondered why I kept smelling Aeria’s scent in my room.” James said offhandedly.
“Though the one that is probably the most obsessed with you is Mira.” Sloane continued.
“Mira?” James asked, though he mentally told himself, ‘Yea that fits with the yandere vibe I get from her. Aeria, I think is just a horn dog.’
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“Yes. I’ve caught Mira several times trying to figure out how to sneak through the wards you place on your room when you go to bed. I would say all three of those lovesick ladies would keep your secret. Mira is loyal to her family but since the ball I think she has made up her mind about her feelings towards you your Majesty. Though I still recommend speaking with Lady Nightshade first.”
“That does not exactly fill me with warm fuzzies.” James said.
“Warm fuzzies sire?” Sloane asked confused by the phrase.
“Yes. It just means good and comfortable.” Prince James replied, having gotten used to explaining his idioms.
“Ah, warm fuzzies, good one your Majesty.” Sloane replied with a light chuckle.
“Back to my point. You’re telling me that several of my personal royal knights are lovesick and obsessed with me. I hope I in no way led them on.” James continued.
“You do not have to lead anyone on, your majesty. You are you, that is all that is needed.” Sloane said while gesturing her hands. “I mean just look at you, then add the way you are so caring yet carry an unwavering aura of strength. It’s hard not to be.”
Dumbstruck for a split second before shaking his head. “Regardless. Romantic emotions can be fickle and lead to misunderstandings, which in turn can be dangerous.”
“Ignorin’ a woman’s heart is dangerous lad.” Galdren chimed in for the first time since Sloane gave his assessment. “Doin’ nothin’ is still doin’ somethin’, don’t forget that lad. Women need love and want respect; men need respect and want love. That is a fundamental truth about life. Never forget that my king.”
“Wise words my friend. I will not ignore them, Galdren. Very well, perhaps it is time I stopped acting like an ignorant blind fool when it comes to relationships. I will speak to them or address each of them in my own way.”
Prince James remembered something Sloane said earlier and decided to ask about it. “You mentioned Lady Nightshade but rather than what she can bring to the table you seem focused on Lady Firebrand, why?”
“One simple fact. She is part of the Fae Summer Court and has the ear of Queen Titania herself. At some point the fae will get wind of this place, it is better you have an ally that can speak on your behalf.” Sloane answered.
“Very well, you give me much to ponder.” Prince James said before turning towards Sloane. “If you think these individuals are the ones, we should start with I’ll heed your council. We will have to address Simmons and Thorn eventually, but we can start with the Tempest and Stalker squads. Let’s put plans into action.”
Turning to Galdren, Prince James continued. “Galdren, begin the steps to consolidate assets within the conglomerate and let the rest of the team know what is being asked of them.”
Finally turning to look at Godfrey and Sloane at the same time, Prince James gave his final instructions. “Godfrey, go and help begin our elaborate illusions. Sloane, dig deeper with Simmons and Thorn. I don’t want to wait too long before bringing them in. As for me, it’s time to face my fears and talk to Mira and the others.”
“Good luck with that one lad. I do not envy ya. Let me know if you want some armor. I can make ye some strong shielding for your vital areas and family jewels.” Galdren offered.
“I just might take you up on that. A man can never be too prepared.” Prince James replied earnestly.
After discussing some minor details, they concluded their impromptu council meeting. Prince James decided to return to the kingdom. ‘Barrier active over my body, Check. OK let’s do this.’
Reappearing back in his room, James didn’t waste any time on his part of the plan. Opening his bedroom doors, he saw Mira and Rita were on guard. He decided to start with Mira.
“Mira.” James said in a commanding tone.
Mira snapped to attention. “Yes Prince James? What is it you require of me?”
“It’s time we had a discussion in private. Please join me at my small sitting desk in my room.” James ordered.
“Yo-you-your room?!” Mira exclaimed in shock.
‘Is he? No, he would not do such a thing, he is too respectful.’ Rita thought as she watched the byplay.
“Yes, my room. Do not deny you’ve tried to figure how to get past my wards while I sleep. It’s time we had a discussion and not one for everyone else to hear.” James said while moving to the side and sweeping his hand towards the room in a come in gesture.
Mira looked horrified. ‘How did he find out? Was I sloppy in my attempts? Wait... Sloane! If Sloane cost me this assignment, I’ll skin them alive!’ Mira thought as she walked in a defeated manner into James’s room before he shut the doors.
James immediately put up his wards which included sound canceling effects so no one could listen in. He took his seat by the chair at his desk and motioned for Mira to take the other chair.
“Please sit Mira, and don’t look so defeated. I am not firing you, so get that out of your head. Also do not worry about me making any advances. I respect you too much to bring in to question your honor as a lady.”
A series of emotions crossed over Mira’s face. First, she looked relieved at the fact she wasn’t about to be fired, but then disappointed Prince James wasn’t planning on making any advances on her.
James continued after she sat down. “As much as I’ve tried to ignore the way some of the female knights and royal magicians act around me at times, I was reminded no action is still action. I have been simply trying to adapt to my new life and...” James stopped as he realized he was trying to explain away behavior or inaction and frankly he knew that never works.
Sighing, Prince James decided to just be genuine and focus on what he really thought. He would share his completely unfiltered feelings. “Sigh... Mira, I think you are one of the most beautiful and amazing warriors I’ve ever met.”
Mira had a look of complete shock on her face, she never expected those words to come out of the prince’s mouth.
Seeing her facial expression, James continued. “It is clear your family is shrewd and smart; your mother is a clear example of that. Coming here I did not know whom I could trust, in many ways I still don’t fully trust anyone, but I know you’re an honorable woman. Hopefully the fact that I chose you as a Sergeant of my personal royal knights demonstrates I have some level of trust with you.”
Mira finally spoke almost still in shock. “You-you think I am beautiful?”
Shaking his head and internally chuckling. ‘Of course, that’s what she focuses on.’
“You didn’t hear a word after that did you?” Prince James said before sighing. “Mira a blind man could see your beauty. To be blunt, I thought you and a few of the others might be too distracting for me.”
“Others.” Mira said clenching her fists as she was reminded of competition.
“Yes, others Mira. I am not going to lie to you when it comes to such things. I find more than just you attractive. That is being honest and nor does it diminish your beauty in any way. Each of you I see something special. As hard and perhaps empty as those words may sound, there is no benefit to comparing yourself to another. We should all only comparing ourselves to our past and future selves.”
Pausing to catch his breath before Prince James continued. “I am attracted to you Mira, but I refused to say or do anything about it as I felt wrong. You are one of my personal royal knights, as such I must lead and I need you to have my back, I would feel like I am taking advantage of our dynamic and that bothers me greatly.”
“And now? Why are we having this conversation if you feel it is wrong?” Mira asked.
“Because what I said was all about me, it is not being fair to you or taking your thoughts and feelings into account so here we are, discussing.”
“But if I want more than just ‘discussing’, would you consider it?” Mira asked.
Sighing, “I’d be a fool not to.” Taking her hand in his James continued. “You know my parents are not the norm, especially for royalty. I am expected to have multiple wives whenever that time comes and most likely at least some of them if not all of them will be for political benefit.”
“I am a noble of this kingdom Prince James. I know better than most the price some of us must pay for our people.” Mira commented.
Nodding, Prince James spoke the next words from his heart. “I will not rush love, nor will I ignore it. I like you Mira, your sharp wit and fierce attitude that shines through even in your fighting. I also cannot ignore the others, several of them are your friends and you know that.”
James took a breath and continued. “So, I propose an alternative. First let me confide in you some of my most guarded secrets as a sign of faith and trust. More importantly, this will serve as a first step in growing a bond of trust between us. I will then talk with a few of the others and entrust them with some of my secrets. We must all be able to trust each other more than anything if any hope for something more is going to blossom. We start there. Give me time to get my bearings in this kingdom and step into my role as crown prince. I also have much to learn at the royal academy. During this time, we will grow our trust and our friendship as I grow my trust and friendship with the others. We must be honest and respectful of each other as we proceed to see what develops. Can you accept that?”
Mira took his words to heart. He came to her instead of making her force the issue with him, she respected him for that. He also was being honest and transparent with her about others, she didn’t like it, but she respected it. Lastly, he was willing to share some of his secrets, and she knew he had secrets, everyone did, he was too multifaceted not to. The problem was all of this just made her feelings for him deepen further. Deep down she knew he was right though, so she shared her thoughts and feelings.
“You are right James. Yes, I am speaking to you as a woman who is talking to a man she respects. We cannot ignore these things. I also agree with you that we will need trust between us most of all if we expect anything sustainable to blossom from this.”
Mira then got down on her knees in supplication. “Now I speak to you as a loyal royal knight speaking to her Crown Prince. I will give you my oath of silence and oath of fealty for I would be lying to myself and my king if I denied where my true loyalties lie.”
“Thank you, Mira. I appreciate…” Prince James began before he was cut off as Mira leapt from her position and kissed him. She knew she had to do it now before her nerves fled.
The kiss was like magic. She felt intense warmth spread throughout her body at what started as a chased peck on the lips turned into a full-on passionate kiss. They both broke for air, gasping.
Breathing deeply Mira said, “Where...did you learn to kiss?! That...was...amazing!”
“You’re...telling...me!” James replied.
After a few more deep breaths to calm his racing heart, James pulled Mira in and softly said, “Hold on real tight and don’t let go.” Before transporting them to Sanctuary.
Slightly disoriented after arriving, Mira held on to James for a few moments. James grabbed her hand and gestured to the world around them. “Welcome to Sanctuary. Let me show you around.”
Mira looked on in wonder as she took in everything around her. They stood on a precipice that was part of a giant castle which she realized was more like a massive fortress. Far off in the distance they were surrounded by mountains in all directions. She saw rivers and massive trees, stones, grassy plains.
After the wonder of all her surroundings changing so suddenly, Mira started to pick up on more of the details. She noticed the buildings and the… ‘Wait are those people?! What are they doing?!’ Mira thought.
Noticing where her eyes were, James led her by her hand. “Come let me introduce you to everyone.”
Now that James had Mira’s fealty and made his decision to share several of his secrets with her, he was now excited to do that very thing. He led her down to the growing town below them.