I have been here for a long time.

It is dark here.

It is cold here.

It is hot here.

Orrr it is just the perfect temperature to relax. I can't tell since I can't feel anything either.

No sense of touch. No sense of taste. No sense of pain.

Just the sense of crushing pressure as everything around me is crushing me.

I think I am a round object. Judging by how I am powerful from all directions.

I have been here for a long time.

I don't know how long but it has been extremely long time. 

It is dark here.

Well, technically not dark more like I can't see anything dark. Like I don't have eyes dark.

I think I just prosper but it really is dark here.

I am scared. 

I want to cry.

I want to sleep.

I can't do anything.

I have only my thoughts and memories.

I miss my parents. I miss my house. I miss my room. I miss the internet. I miss reading novels. I miss watching anime. I miss my body. I miss feeling things. I miss my life. Please let me go. Please, I beg of you.

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Something, anything, just happen. If nothing happens I think I might go crazy.

Please, somebody, help me. Help me. Please. Just. Somebo--

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I have been here for a long time. 

it is really dark here. Well, It isn't like I can see anything but I think it should be pretty dark here. I mean I feel things pushing against me from all directions.

I think I am some kind of round object.

I think one of the objects pushing against me is moving. Wow, there finally some movement. let's see what is this thing?

Can I push against it? Nope. What can I do with it? I can't just let it go like that. There finally some movement near me.

Omg, I think it is about to leave. No way I am going to let it leave. Please stay. you can't go. come back. Nooo, I said come back!!!

I Will NOT let you go.

Suddenly, I felt like I just broke a dam that was holding me back and now I am free to rampage. HA, Finally some changes.

I had said I wouldn't let you go. Muhaha. I have got you now little thing. You shall not escape my clutches. Wait, I don't even have hands so how can hold it or touch it? eh whatever, I just know that now I have got it. let's bring it closer and "see" what it is.

Why did it just stop moving? what happened? Nooo, how could you just stop moving? come on, move now. Noooo--What is this energy?

It is really weird but I feel like I am absorbing something. I don't know how to describe it but it just feels right and feels like I should have been doing it from the beginning.

I think I just absorbed the thing that was moving and now it is gone.

So I just killed something.

I cannot believe it. 

I am a murderer.

No, there is no way I am a murderer.

Maybe it wasn't something that was alive. Yeah that it. It was just some inanimate object that was somehow moving around.

And when it felt danger it was running away.

But I didn't mean to. I mean I was just trying to bring it closer. Yes, it wasn't intentional.

It shouldn't have come near me in the first place. 

Yeah, I mean it came near me and gave me hope first and just left like that breaking my hope.

Yes, It wasn't my fault. I mean it shouldn't have played with me.

Also, I didn't know that it would just die if I brought it closer to me.

I can't believe I am a murderer.

I can not believe I just absorbed it after killing it.

I just got ecstasy out after I absorbed the energy.

I Enjoyed killing something.

I am an Animal.

No, I am worse than an animal. I am A Monster.

I am an absolute trash.

I can't believe I enjoyed that feeling after killing something alive.

I am a garbage human being.