I've never lived in a very nice area, I have always went to a shitty school, my parents are poor fuckers that don't believe that a good educations matter. They always believed that I'm not going to be successful anyway so why even try? So they sent me to shitty schools.

I'm Damian and i'm fifteen, my Dad went to jail last summer leaving the last of his money to my mother. My mother is always working and just started to realize she will run out of money to support me in a very short amount of time so she started saving to get me full ride in boarding school. Obviously i'v never been raised right due to me having a terrible home life and living in a shitty town going to shitty schools. I have terrible manners and iv never truly been thought right from wrong, buts its never really mattered, where I live everyone acts like that. Being quite small and shy iv been pushed around my whole life, my dad abused me from day one, always battered me with words that I will never forget and when I was six he began physically abusing me. My mother was afraid of my dad and never really did anything, she was always submissive and I rarely saw her because she was always at work. Living in a bad neighborhood my dad never got in trouble for abusing me. It wasn't until I was nine he raped me repetitively, finally last spring I told a teacher, she called the police and questioning started. I didn't even really mean to tell my teacher because I was afraid my dad would kill me, possibly literally. He did, well he didn't kill me, but her hurt me severely, I was in the hospital for about a month with broken bones and he messed something up in my brain. We all knew it was coming but a week after he was put in jail I was diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder.

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So tomorrow is my first day at Levinson school for boys. Its four hours away from my house and full of rich snobby kids. I'm not going to fit in being clearly poor and badly raised, but i'm okay with that, maybe going to this school will some how improve me. But probably not.