Maddy’s journal Madelyn’s entry #1

I’ve decided to use my full name instead of the go-to that everyone calls me, I mean my sister did tell me I should use it at my full disposal, so why not use it. It’s the name I use in my head when talking about myself or making up conversations when I’m watching others. Trust me I’m always watching (cue the eerie violins, or maybe the X-files theme?) but yeah, Madelyn just sounds so much more mature, like Madelyn has her shit together, but Maddy is pouring her feelings out in a journal because she’s having crisis after crisis. It’s not like anyone will ever read this and see that I am having inner turmoil struggles with my own mind, about what name to call myself.

Stolen story; please report.

Today’s been interesting, I’ve been majorly productive, taking my meds (for you, Eve, just in case you decide to eavesdrop on this journal) but honestly, I’m perked up today, and that’s not just the girls. I feel Sunkissed in this coffee shop today (totally sounds like some lame country song) I have a great book in my lap, and a cup of something, I don’t really remember ordering, but it’s sweet, and I’m enjoying today.

He’s here again.