CHAPTER 11 GRASP OF FEAR

It was such an ugly memory to even think of. The memory I have with him is very painful that I just want

to get amnesia and forget about him.

I walked out in the middle of his speech. Aside from I am not interested about him, I don't want him to

see me. I am not really sure if he could still remember me, well maybe yes? Maybe not?

When I arrived home, I took a deep breath. I am going to see my children again; I am going to see the

reason why I am striving hard throughout the years.

“Nuuu! That's mine!” I heard a very sharp voice.

“I will tell Moma that...that...huhuhu you punched me!” I heard another sharp voice.

I smiled and sighed. So, they are again fighting?

I went inside only to see my one angel almost crying while the other one holding a car toy.

“Loves? Mommy's here.” I announced making them both look at my direction and immediately run to

me for a hug. Belongs to (N)ôvel/Drama.Org.

“Momaaa! Red punched me here!” My baby Blue mumbled pointing his butt.

I looked at my good boy Red that is pouting.

“He punched me first, Moma.” he said pointing his biceps.

I sighed and looked at my two babies. These two are so wild and sweet at the same time. I really don't

know what to do sometimes especially that I don't want to hurt them both.

“Say sorry to each other.” I said softly and kneeled in front of them.

“I love you both and I hate it when you fight. Now, say sorry.” I commanded.

They both pouted and glance at each other.

I smiled when they both got awkward with each other.

Time flies so fast. I didn't even know it; it's been 5 years. My babies were both 4 years old. How funny,

maybe one of the reasons why I can't move on to Daryl was because our children really look like him.

Maybe I hated him too much while being pregnant that our children copied his looks.

I caress Blue's cheeks. My baby is fat and cute.

I caress Red, his fat cheeks are very red as well. They didn't even copy anything from me.

“Say sorry to each other now.” I commanded my babies.

They were still pouting while slightly glancing at each other. How adorable.

“Sowwy.” Said Blue.

I smiled.

“Sowwy, Blue.” Said Red.

I smiled even more and hugged them both. They will be my strength from this plan I have inside my

head.

The more that I wanted to just forget about him. My curiosity from the past keeps on haunting me that I

wanted to know. Exactly from his mouth.

Julius visited my house here in Nevada. It was already 12 am when he came. My kids were all

sleeping.

“How could you do that to me?” I said and glared at him.

He smirked and sip a wine in his glass.

“I didn't have an idea that he's the father of your children.” He said smirking.

I eyed him sharply. He knew from the start. I may have never told him anything about it but I know his

curiosity pushed him to research about him.

“Aside from that. Remember that I am a business man as well, Neysha.” He explained.

There is silence in between us after he said that. We both just focus staring at the buildings in front of

us. City lights at night are best. Well, obviously.

“You know, I was really thinking about my decision to invite him. I know the fact that it may hurt you but

I was also thinking that this is the best time for you to make him feel the hell that you've been through.”

He said.

I turned my head to look at him. I didn't say anything, he only focus staring at the front.

I admit that, that was the first thing that came in my head after absorbing that he's here. I didn't know

that Julius have think of it as well.

“We have kids.” I said.

From this selfish decision that I am planning, it'll not be between me and Daryl anymore. We have two

children. If something bad happens, they'll be hurt. And... and..I can't risk it.

“I know..I was thinking of it and you know how I value your children. I love them like they were mine,

even though they love teasing me but I love your kids, Neysha.” He said with teary eye.

I smiled and sighed.

“But do you know what's weird?” He asked that made me look at him again.

I raised my eyebrows. He looked back at me with chinky eyes.

“I didn't send him the invitation to attend the event. I was planning but I didn't because I was scared,

he'll hurt my little baby boys.” he said that made me catch my breath.

My heart beat became erratic for sometimes. I drank the glass of wine and concluded in my mind.

“Does that mean, he applied?” I asked.

It's weird. He is part of the multi billionaire and got covered on Forbes but applied to an event? It is

understandable that he got called earlier because he's really special. I thought Julius invited him.

“Yup. He's supposed to be the VIP but he applied. I figured it out just earlier that he's been applying

since the day I started accepting companies.” He said.

I gulped and we looked at each other.

The fear that I have been ignoring for the past years since I gave birth to my children started to grow

bigger.

I never told anyone in the Philippines that I was pregnant. He never knew that I was pregnant. So what

is he doing here? Why did he apply to the F A S H I O N I S T A?

If this thing connects to what happened in the past, I don't know what to do. I don't want him to know

anything about my babies.

If he's planning something, then it's time for counterattack.

***end of Chapter 11