I don't know where to start, really :/ Probably, I'm sorry. Really. Really. Really sorry. I messed up. Big time. Even if I started off by making a chapter a day in the beginning, I should have at least informed you guys about how I was feeling burnt out and how I should have slowed down with the release dates and just kept going at least twice a week since the chapters were short (even then we'd probably be at chapter 200+ by now!) . Instead, I would look more at the negative reviews instead of the positive reviews which ended up in me losing my confidence when it comes to writing novels. It's also ironic how I despised writers who took long breaks, then ended up taking one myself. All this, lead me to fear checking my account and even continue writing at all. Despite the fact that I wrote the whole novel for my own enjoyment because I liked Re:monster and other types of system novels so much! I thought it would cool for you guys to also join me on this journey as I thought it'd be cool to let you guys in on it. My love for writing became clouded and I lost the initial reason that I started. This was a huge mistake.
From there on, it's been another 2 years almost. I've dreaded coming back, but after thinking through things, it's the least I can do. I don't know if you guys can forgive me, but I honestly don't expect you to. It was disrespectful to you guys who were actually looking forward to new chapters. Since then, Ive probably read 1000s of novels of all sorts. Now, I feel like I'm at-least a higher-tier critique in the novel world. But, I can also recognize that there's always a higher mountain and I shouldn't be a fool and think I'm the best in front of Mt.Tai. Anyways, enough sulking!
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About a few months ago, I ran out of novels that really made me feel the same way I did when I started. I wanted to write a novel in which I could explore my own inner mind (being a loner who fears doing a lot of things), and also write about character in a modern world who evolves through a system and works towards mastering all skills and achieving immortality. I wrote 20+ chapters, before even posting it online (on qidian). And this time, I will consider advice with presentation of the novel, but I'll write something that I personally love. Because how can you guys enjoy the story if I'm not right?
The novel is called Wish-Fulfilling System and you can find it here. It's up to you if you want to read it. I feel like it's a whole new me in terms of skill and mental-state when writing. I personally feel that it also has much more substance, and themes, not just skills/abilities and filler.
You can find it here: https://www.webnovel.com/book/11907034606601905/Wish-Fulfilling-System
P.S. I just realized that this might come off as wrong, since I'm introducing a new novel while also apologizing. But I think that only way to make this right is to make a kick-ass novel with a consistent schedule (even if it's only once a week with a decently long chapter, and well-thought out long-term plan for the story).