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Guilt

Inside the tent, the air was thick with the smell of sweat, earth, and burning wood from the torches set in the corners. The scent of old parchment and ink from the maps spread out on a large table in the center mingled with the other odors, creating an oppressive atmosphere. Seven fox-like men stood around the table, their fur varying in different shades of auburn, their faces etched with concern and concentration as they examined the maps. The flickering torchlight cast dancing shadows on the walls, creating an eerie, wavering light that made the room feel even more cramped.

The sound of her entrance drew their attention, and the room fell silent. The only noise was the crackling of the torches and the distant, muffled sounds of the camp outside. Aileen's heart pounded in her chest, a mixture of nerves and determination surging through her. She scanned the room, and her eyes fell on Brian, standing at the far side of the table. The scar running down his left eye was a harsh reminder, a permanent mark of the battles he had survived but at great cost.

Brian's eyes widened slightly when he saw her, a flicker of surprise crossing his face before he composed himself. He stood taller, his expression hardening. "Aileen," he said, his voice steady but with an undercurrent of tension. "What brings you here?"

Aileen straightened her shoulders, meeting his gaze with a mix of respect, guilt, and resolve. "The chief sent me," she replied, her voice clear but edged with the weight of her guilt.

A murmur rippled through the room, the other men exchanging uneasy glances. The tension was palpable, hanging heavy in the air like a storm cloud about to break. Brian's eyes narrowed slightly, his jaw tightening as he processed her words.

"The chief sent you?" he repeated, his tone questioning and slightly incredulous. "Why?"

Aileen took a deep breath, feeling the weight of their scrutiny. "He believes I can help. We are facing serious threats, and we need every resource available."

Brian's expression hardened further, a mix of skepticism and frustration evident in his eyes. "This isn't a place for you," he said, his voice low but firm. "It's not a playground. Lives depend on this."

Aileen bristled at his words, a spark of defiance igniting within her. "I know the risks," she replied, her voice steady. "But I also know that I can make a difference. The chief wouldn't have sent me if he didn't believe in my abilities."

The room fell silent again, the tension thickening. The other men watched the exchange, their faces a mixture of concern and curiosity. Brian studied her for a long moment, his eyes searching hers for any sign of doubt or weakness. Finally, he nodded, a reluctant acceptance in his gaze.

"Very well," he said, his voice grudging. "But know this: I’ll keep an eye on you every step of the way. If you make any mistakes, even a tiny one, there will be consequences."

Aileen nodded, a steely determination in her eyes. "I understand," she replied. "And I won’t," she whispered the last words almost to herself, a promise only she could hear.

Brian held her gaze for a moment longer before turning back to the maps. The other men resumed their discussions, though the tension in the room remained. Aileen stepped closer to the table, her mind already racing with the challenges ahead. She knew she had to earn their trust, to show them that she was not just the chief's daughter, but a capable and determined warrior. She was resolute in proving that she could handle the responsibility now. She would not be seen as a liability.

As she approached the table, memories of the past came rushing back. She remembered Brian from her childhood, the elite guard who had been the only survivor of the attack that took her mother's life. The screams, the chaos, and the sight of Brian being carried, battered and scarred, almost on the verge of death, with the news of her mother's demise had been etched into her memory forever.

Brian's scar was more than just a physical mark; it was a symbol of his failure and his survival. It was a reminder of the day he couldn't save the chief's wife, Aileen's mother, Fionnuala. Seeing him now, standing strong despite his past, filled her with a mixture of respect and sorrow but mostly guilt. She could see the pain in his eyes, the burden he carried, and it mirrored her own sense of loss and responsibility.

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Brian, too, was grappling with his emotions. Seeing Aileen, now grown and standing before him, was a jolt to his system. She was a reminder of the past he could never escape, a past that haunted him every day. He had sworn to protect her, to make up for his failure to save her mother. But seeing her here, in the midst of their most critical planning, filled him with dread. He couldn't bear the thought of losing her too, betraying the only thing he could do for his savior.

"Why did the chief send you?" Brian asked again, his voice softer but still edged with tension.

"He believes my knowledge of the Astral Essence can aid us," Aileen replied, her voice unwavering. "I am not here to be a burden. I am here to fight."

Brian sighed, rubbing his temples. "Aileen, this is not a game. The threats we face are real, and they are deadly."

"I am aware," she said firmly. "And I am ready."

The men around the table shifted uncomfortably, the weight of the conversation pressing down on them. They respected Brian, but Aileen was the chief's daughter. Her presence added a layer of complexity to their already dire situation.

"We need to stay focused," Brian finally said, addressing the room. "Aileen will stay. But she will follow orders to the letter," he emphasized, looking directly at her.

Aileen nodded, feeling a mix of relief and resolve. She would show them her strength, her determination. She would honor her mother's memory and prove that she was worthy of the trust her father had placed in her again after all those years. “I will not fail,” she thought to herself.

As the discussion resumed, Aileen's mind was a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions. She glanced at Brian, seeing the turmoil in his eyes. He had been a guardian throughout her life, a constant presence to make her feel safe. She knew he carried the weight of her mother's death, a burden he had never truly let go. And now, they stood on the brink of another battle, one that might end with more death than the previous battles.

The smell of burning wood and ink filled her nostrils, grounding her in the present. The flickering torches cast long shadows on the walls, a reminder of the darkness they were about to face. Aileen took a deep breath, steeling herself for the challenges ahead. She would not falter. She would not fail.

Brian watched her, a fear warring within him. She had grown into a strong, young vulpine, but the memory of her mother's death was ever-present. He had sworn to protect Aileen on her mother’s grave, to keep her safe, and now, that promise felt more daunting than ever. But he could see the fire in her eyes, the same fire that had burned in her mother's eyes. It gave him hope, even as it filled him with dread.

“We don’t know why the fire started or why it acts unnaturally. So, we need to find out the reason fast, before the Nightshroud attack,” Brian said, looking over the map of the misty forest.

“How do you know about the Nightshroud?” asked Aileen, her voice laced with confusion.

“How do you know about it?” another one of the vulpine on the right asked.

“Rurik told the chief.”

“And we have our scouts,” another on the left answered.

Aileen felt ashamed for even asking such a basic question. “Of course they would know first, they are the scouts,” she thought, feeling a flush of embarrassment.

Brian continued speaking as if the brief interruption never happened. “We don’t know from where the Nightshroud will attack or when,” he frowned, pulling out the map of the village and its surroundings. “So, we will put some vulpine in the east gate, north, and south walls to keep watch,” he said, looking at the vulpine on his left. “Touko, you will take four vulpine and scout for the Nightshroud in the north. Anssi, you will scout the south and take four vulpine with you. The rest of you take the east, but be careful not to step into other tribes' territories. If you do, make sure you’re not caught, and if you are—” he didn’t need to finish the sentence; they all knew and understood.

Aileen looked around, confused at their understanding and silent agreement. Before she could delve deeper into her thoughts, Brian’s voice interrupted her again.

“Aileen, you will come with me and three others to find the source of the fire and why it is acting unnaturally.”

They continued to discuss strategies and plans until the moon rose high in the sky, casting a river of shimmering light across the forest.

“We will move out at dawn. So, get some rest and gather the things you need,” Brian concluded.

The group dispersed, heading to their respective homes. Brian, however, went to the chief’s residence, his mind heavy with questions. “Why did he send her to me?” That question in particular bothered him the most. With so many thoughts swirling in his mind, he made his way to the chief.

As Brian approached the chief’s tent, the weight of his questions pressed down on him. The flickering light from within cast long shadows, mirroring the turmoil inside his heart. He entered, finding Talon seated, his expression weary yet resolute.