Chapter 5: First and Last Meeting.

Just few hours later, Luo Qing Qing that should have died and was resting on the second miss’s lap suddenly opened her eyes.

“Ah!” She sat and a painful stab stung her brain as knowledge and memories of previous Luo Qing Qing merged with her.

Han Xia Yu was deep asleep from exhaustion of crying non-stop. Her eyes swollen from crying and she snored softly because her nose was stuffed. Before she slept, she created an illusion barrier using her cold bone-chilling qi to prevent people from touching the lass on her lap.

When Luo Qing Qing finally reincarnated into the fifteen years old body, her eyes couldn’t stop the tears from flowing out and streaked down her cheeks. She turned to look on her left side and knew right away who the girl that is sleeping was to the body she is staying in.

Her eyes were filled with tears, blurring her sight from seeing the girl in front of her. She reached her hand out to touch Han Xia Yu’s cheek and stopped in midway. This kind older sister is not for her.

“Sob…” Sniffled sound of crying came from her as she gripped her chest clothes from unbearable feeling.

She got killed by her lover in the past and she is an orphan from the slum. The only family she had would be the lover and her master.

After her master died, she no longer has anyone else to rely on and then, her lover came but no more than two years, he started to show his fang and stabbed her heart ruthlessly just to take the ancient treasure from her to give it to the organization. She swallowed the treasure stone and somehow, she exploded into pieces and reincarnated into this new body.

Until the end of her life, she doesn’t know what it means to be loved.

“Qing Qing?”

Luo Qing Qing turned her head and noticed that Han Xia Yu has woken up. She was about to say something but the girl suddenly hugged her.

Her whole face lit up as she exclaimed. “You have come back. Qing Qing, Qing Qing. Don’t leave older sister ever again.” Her ugly crying face showed up again after she exclaimed. Her nose reddened and stuffed, her eyes swollen and she also bit her lower lip as she cried.

However, when the girl realized that Luo Qing Qing doesn’t react, she released the hug.

Han Xia Yu looked into the latter’s eyes and when she realized the different, she breathe spasmodically as she bit her lower lip. Both her hand covered her face and clawed her hairs as her whole body trembling in sadness.

“It’s my fault. Qing Qing is not here. Qing Qing didn’t come back!” she said while hiccupping. She couldn’t change the fate written in the story. Although she knew that the girl will die, she didn’t do her best enough to prevent it from happening.

She wished that instead of Luo Qing Qing died and replaced by the current Luo Qing Qing, she felt that it is better for her to die and got her body taken by the reincarnated soul. She knew that even if she cried, nothing is going to change the fact that what’s gone will not return and yet, she cannot stop from crying.

Luo Qing Qing felt her chest tightened. She lowered her head in guilt as she felt that she has lied to Han Xia Yu. She took a peek to see Han Xia Yu and thought, ‘She must have loved the girl a lot to know even a small different between her and me.’

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Suddenly she felt warmth in her heart. ‘What is this? …’ She asked as she clutched her chest, feeling both warm and painful in her heart. The warmth and regret that the previous host felt has engulfed her whole body.

Han Xia Yu also felt the same. She dodged her head upward and turned to look behind her.

Both she and Luo Qing Qing had the same expression and looked behind them. They saw a blurry image of a girl behind them smiling. Her mouth opened and close but there is no sound coming out from it. Yet, it was as if, the previous Qing Qing told them that it is okay. As if, Qing Qing told Luo Qing Qing to take care of Han Xia Yu for her from now on.

Han Xia Yu closed her eyes only for a short moment but she could hear the soft voice of the girl speaking.

“Qing Qing will always be Qing Qing. Jiejie must always love me. Also take care of her for me because she is also unfortunate.”

Before life got taken away from her, Luo Qing Qing could see the relapse of memory of the assassin girl. They were both unfortunate but Qing Qing felt that she is fortunate to die with her gentle older sister by her side whereas the assassin girl got betrayed by the one she thought as her lover.

Han Xia Yu forced a smile and nodded with her eyes closed.

“I will never stop loving my Qing Qing. I will find you later.”

Luo Qing Qing cried from the blurry sight of a girl’s soul hugging Han Xia Yu from behind. It’s hurt so much that she won’t stop crying. The gentle older sister is not waiting for her but the innocent Qing Qing. There is no one that truly wants her. From the past life to this one, she is not wanted.

Right after she thought that, Han Xia Yu hugged her.

“I will always take care of Qing Qing.” She said with gentle tone.

Her eyes widened as she couldn’t believe what she heard.

She mustered her strength to speak her thought. “I am not Qing Qing.”

“Qing Qing is Qing Qing. Although you are not the one I was waiting for, I will love both of you and take care of you until the day God takes me away.” Han Xia Yu said as she stared into the girl’s eyes.

“Miss… ” Just as she said one word, her cheek got pinched.

“Call me older sister. Who allowed you to be formal with me?”

Luo Qing Qing tears up and lowered her head before her lips formed a smile.

“Jiejie.”

Although she felt awkward calling someone supposedly be younger than her if she considered her soul age, she still felt happy to be able to call the latter her older sister. She dodged her head up and told herself that she will live as Luo Qing Qing and take care of her gentle older sister for the girl.

“Good girl.” Han Xia Yu said and patted the latter’s head. Even if Qing Qing doesn’t tell her to take care of the girl, she is not someone that will discriminately wrong someone for something they didn’t deserve. Luo Qing Qing deserved to be loved so she will love her nevertheless. As for the real Qing Qing, she is sure that the girl will reincarnate in the same world but where she will reincarnate is difficult to determine.

The only good thing about not having innate talent is that when they die, they will be able to reincarnate into the same world multiple time which is known to everyone in this world but when they will reincarnate is not determined. The chance to remember their past live is even lower. However, even with all those short coming, Han Xia Yu promised to wait for her Qing Qing and will not stop from searching the girl.

Her eyes darkened as she stood up. “Those that harmed you… I will make sure they regret it. I will make sure that they will die with regrets.”

Her voice sounds grim and the ground also trembled from the aura she released unlike the gentle person toward Luo Qing Qing, she resembled a death god now. Luo Qing Qing secretly envied the previous host as the girl is fortunate enough to die with someone who truly loves her by her side.

She was not convinced that Han Xia Yu feeling to someone that has taken over her sister’s body will be as good as how she was to the previous host. But, she is convinced enough that Han Xia Yu doesn’t blame her for the girl’s death.

“Older sister, can you let me plan everything?”

Han Xia Yu turned around and her eyes met with the bright pair of large black eyes.  She sat back on the bed and tilted her head.

It might not be her place to sought revenge for the previous host but Luo Qing Qing felt that it is a must for her as the Luo Qing Qing to make all those people that has bullied her from young age up till now. She continued to discuss with Han Xia Yu and the older girl nodded as she gave her the permission and promised her to be the backup as she let Luo Qing Qing do everything that she planned.