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Eyes of the Void
Blood and Memory

Blood and Memory

Rachel leads us through a maze of corridors lined with equipment that looks more theoretical than practical - devices that measure quantum states, probability waves, dimensional barriers. The darkness behind my eye hums in recognition of some of them, sensing kindred attempts to understand what exists between spaces.

She stops at a heavy security door, punching in a code with sharp, angry movements. Her earlier scientific curiosity has hardened into something else - frustration, maybe. Or fear.

"Twenty years," she says as the door slides open. "Twenty years of careful hiding, of staying beneath notice. Do you have any idea what you've done by coming here?" She turns to face us, eyes blazing. "Every inquiry gets logged. Every visitor gets recorded. The Church monitors these facilities - not constantly, but regularly enough. You might as well have painted a target on this entire operation."

The lab beyond the security door is smaller, more personal. Whiteboards cover the walls, filled with equations that hurt my human eyes to look at. Screens display data in formats that occasionally shift into other dimensional representations before I can force them back to normal.

"You must be Laura's girl," she says suddenly, studying my face. Her anger dims slightly, replaced by something more complex. "Yes... you look just like her. Same bone structure. Same way of holding yourself, like you're trying to keep reality from noticing you too much."

The darkness pulses at my mother's name. "You knew her?"

"Knew her?" A bitter laugh. "I was there through all of it. The early experiments, the pregnancy trials, the..." She stops, runs a hand through her silver hair. "It doesn't matter now. What matters is that this facility is compromised. Everything I've built here, all my research - I'll have to start planning contingencies. Again."

"We need answers," I say. "About what's happening to me. About what happened to my mother. About what the Church is really trying to do."

"Answers?" She moves to one of her workstations, begins typing rapidly. "Here's an answer for you: your mother was a true believer. Even when the rest of us started questioning what they were doing to us, she stayed faithful. Kept insisting it was all necessary, all part of some grand evolutionary plan."

The words hit like physical blows. The darkness surges, making nearby equipment display readings in languages that haven't been invented yet.

"Control," Rachel snaps, not looking up from her typing. "Either learn to control it or get out of my lab. I've spent too long studying these phenomena to have you destabilize everything with an emotional reaction."

"Sorry." I clamp down on the darkness, forcing reality to behave normally. "It's just... in my dreams, she seemed different. More aware. More..."

"Dreams?" Now she does look up, expression sharpening. "You're dreaming of Laura? Actual contact, or just memory bleeding through quantum channels?"

"I... I don't know. Sometimes it feels real, sometimes it feels like echoes. Like something between memory and communication."

She moves to one of the whiteboards, starts writing rapid calculations. "Quantum entanglement through bloodline connection... temporal resonance across dimensional barriers... yes, that could explain... but the power requirements would be..."

"Dr. Chen," James says carefully. "If the Church monitors places like this, how long do we have?"

"Longer than you'd think, less than I'd like." She caps her marker with unnecessary force. "They're efficient, but not omniscient. It'll take time for my facility's visitor logs to flag in their systems, more time for them to verify the information is worth acting on. But eventually..." She shakes her head. "Eventually I'll have to disappear. Again. Move my research. Again. Start over. Again."

"Please," I say. "Just... tell me what you know. About my mother."

She stares at me for a long moment, then sighs. "Your timing couldn't be worse, you know that? I'm close to something here. Something that could explain everything - the natural quantum sensitivity, the evolutionary patterns, why some bloodlines are more susceptible than others..."

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"I'm sorry about your research, but--"

"Sorry doesn't begin to cover it." She moves to a cabinet, begins pulling out files. "But I suppose if I have to abandon years of work, I might as well make it count for something. Might as well tell someone what I've found." She drops the files on a desk. "Someone who needs to understand what she really is. What we really are."

"We?"

"Did you think you were the only one?" She rolls up her sleeve, revealing an arm traced with faint patterns that occasionally shift in ways physical tattoos shouldn't. "They found five of us. Five women with natural quantum sensitivity, with the ability to perceive and interact with other dimensions. Your mother was the strongest, but we all had it to some degree."

The darkness vibrates as I study the patterns on Rachel's arm - not quite tattoos, not quite shadows, something that exists between states of being. She pulls her sleeve back down quickly, as if remembering she's not supposed to show such things.

"Five of us," she continues, moving to sort through her files. "All with different levels of sensitivity, different ways of perceiving what exists between spaces. The Church found us one by one - through accident, through rumor, through old records of strange occurrences. They thought they'd discovered something new."

"Hadn't they?" James asks.

Rachel's laugh is sharp. "They'd discovered what was already there. People who could naturally sense other dimensions, who could see through the thin places in reality. Not many of us, not then, but we existed. Had always existed." She pulls out a photo, aged and creased. "This was your mother, the day they brought her in."

The image shows a young woman, maybe twenty, with my bone structure and something familiar behind her eyes. She's smiling at someone off-camera, caught in a moment of hope or joy or something equally distant from what she would become.

"Laura was different from the rest of us," Rachel says quietly. "She didn't just sense the spaces between spaces - she reached for them. Actively. Naturally. Like she was born speaking a language the rest of us were just learning to stutter."

The darkness behind my eye aches in recognition. On a nearby screen, equations briefly rearrange themselves into more accurate configurations before I can stop them.

"Just like that," Rachel says, watching the numbers shift. "That same instinctive understanding. That same natural connection." She takes the photo back, tucks it away carefully. "The Church thought they could study us, understand how we did what we did. Thought they could replicate it, control it, direct it."

"The seeding process," James says. "Their transformed subjects..."

"Brutal imitations. Forced connections that create unstable states." She gives me a sharp look. "Like your friend Adrian back there - caught between dimensions because they tried to force something that should happen naturally, if it happens at all."

The darkness squirms as pieces click into place. "That's why they wanted my mother. Why they wanted all of you. They were trying to understand how you did it."

"Your mother volunteered for their most extreme experiment," Rachel says, her voice tight with old pain. "Maintaining contact through pregnancy, trying to create..." She stops, looks away. "We tried to talk her out of it. Tried to make her see what they were really doing. But she believed in them completely. Believed she was helping to guide humanity's next step."

"What happened to the others?" I ask. "The other women they found?"

"Two died in their experiments. One disappeared - maybe escaped, maybe not. I ran when I saw what the pregnancy trials were doing to Laura. How it was changing her. Luckily I hadn't gotten pregnant yet." She meets my eyes directly. "You were born with more than just sensitivity, weren't you? Born already touched by what exists between spaces."

I nod, unable to trust my voice. The darkness pulses with memories I shouldn't have - sensations from before birth, awareness of realities I shouldn't have been able to perceive.

"The Church thinks that makes you special. Their messiah, their proof that their methods work." Rachel starts gathering papers from her desk, movements sharp with suppressed emotion. "They never understood what really happened. Never understood that Laura's connection to those other spaces meant something different for her child. Something they couldn't control or replicate."

"What did it mean?"

She pauses in her gathering. "I've spent twenty years studying quantum consciousness, trying to understand what makes some people naturally sensitive to other dimensions. Trying to understand what your mother did, what she became, what she made possible in you." A bitter smile. "The Church wanted weapons, wanted tools, wanted proof they could control forces beyond human comprehension. But what they actually discovered..."

An alarm chimes softly - not the blaring warning of intruders, but something more subtle. Rachel moves to check a monitor.

"We're out of time," she says. "That's my early warning system - unusual traffic on the networks that monitor facilities like this. Someone's noticed the anomalies your presence is causing in our quantum measurements."

"The Church?"

"Maybe. Maybe just regular authorities wondering why our power consumption suddenly spiked. Either way, I need to start implementing contingencies." She grabs a USB drive, starts downloading files. "You need to go. Both of you. I'll wipe the systems, move my research somewhere else. Start over, like I always do."

"Wait," I say. "You still haven't told me what my mother really did. What it means for me."

Rachel's expression softens slightly. "What it means is that you have a choice. The Church wants to force reality to follow their path. Your mother chose to help them try. But you..." She gestures at the darkness that waits behind my eye. "Your mother made her choice. Don't let it define yours."

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