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ErenHallae: god among men
Internal conflict

Internal conflict

As time was warped and changed by the magnitude of power exhaled into the fabric of space.

Every second to him felt like a millennium, every hour 60 millenniums .

In the nothingness of nothingness where not even color or a single microorganism existed he floated waiting for something to live for again , a reason to try.

Eventually he lost all consciousness he who could not even die or feel pain, felt the pain of crushing regrets and betrayals during his human life.

He who was exiled and ostracized by his own kind the very people he trusted with his life.

His body from head to toe filled with scars from hundreds of years of torturing.

His hair turned bone white and mutated eyes suddenly felt a voice in the back of his consciousness.

“Hey! hey! Wake up you piece of shit. Do you think you deserve to be sleeping this long!? "

the voice shouted.

It’s already been 5 eons since you went rouge and fell asleep on me.

“Who… who are you?” asked Eren softly. “I am you , you ARE me , I am everything that you are afraid to be.

“I am the only one who was there for you through everything you went through ,” the voice answered.

“why? Eren ..why did you leave me Eren?, when i'm your only true friend ,the one that accepted you unconditionally” asked the voice.

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Oh it’s you, said Eren. Mere I’ve lost all sense of myself. I don’t know what i am anymore or what i represent anymore.

“ErenI know you’re in there somewhere come here , talk to me it’s mere c'mon cheers I’m here to rebuild you. Eren we were meant for each other, think about your mother , think about what she did to you and Carldon and little brother.”

You forgave them enough times. Listen, i can bring your life back.

( really?!)

Yes said Mere.

This is what you wanted your whole life.

Member that night you prayed to god in the mines you’d give anything to save you then i appeared then you had the powers to escape your mental binds.

Lost your best friend you thought would be right with you, your dad too , J'hilanie and not even sure if the kid liked you.

You’re all sore , can’t even sleep at night when its tranquil, but together we can break the cycle.

Eren no one will ever love you like i do.

Eren: if you truly love me like you say , why didn’t you help me why!

You failed me!

You betrayed me like everyone else!

You could’ve helped

You could’ve done something!

You’re just as selfish as these humans you hate so much.

you left me to bare the brunt of everything alone now I am nothing but what they turned me into , a plethora of what they failed to realize …..

Everything they truly are , “YES BOY!” snapped Mere

They did this to you because to create True evil you must Corrupt the Truly good.

They are no good humans , There is no god! There is no savior!

ONLY A DEVIL!

YOU

Eren: but somewhere deep down inside , i feel like there’s something more than that.

something ……….more..

Mere: i know

Sometimes it feels like you’re the first of your kind , a new specimen maybe.

you are very kind even when you shouldn’t be and that was your gravest mistake. You are the first human that I’ve met like this.

Eren: I’ll right the wrong I’ve been wronged .

I know it …. I knew it and I turned blind eye to it all.

Recite!

Go on! Eren!

Recite it!

Recite the words!

Eren: The road to hell is paved with the best intentions and every action is subsequent by their own penance.

For where there is light there is always darkness to follow.

For the blackest and darkest face of evil is born from the pinnacle being of love from the gardens of heaven.

For I am the slave of the rejection of my people.

I eat my own flesh and savor my blood and maim myself to release my mind to move forward till all my enemies are destroyed.

I will change my future.

I will change my life

I will have my revenge.

I promise you this.

I will take back what’s mine.

I will remake the world in my image and live!

I will never let them take my freedom ever again.

Mere: Hehehehe.

Yes, make me whole again {evil grin}

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