I laid there in the darkness yet surrounded by warmth for at least a few days then I started to feel like I was being pushed and I have no idea what is going on…

All I remember was that I died yet I feel like my memory is being suppressed to a certain extent.

It's like having all your memory yet not being able to grasp it... You know what's going on yet somehow it escapes you on how you know… something like that…

All of a sudden I'm blinded by light, hung upside down, and hear a hard smack. Then came the unimaginable pain upon my rear.

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~ Around 5-6 Earth months later

Then it was a boring process of eating, sleeping, and thinking… though I thought on more than just my ethereal memories and also focused on the noises these people around me made and try to figure out how it works with less than successful results over the last 160 weeks. However I feel like I'm going to get the hang of it soon!!!

As far as my memory goes though it seems like I used some sort of seal that will gradually reduce its power so as to not fry my brain and reduce my capabilities. Though it would seem to be fully removed when I hit the age of 5 years old. Well time to sleep again…

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~ Another 3 Earth months later

Well I finally know most of my past life along with a portion of my first couple of lives and I have to say I feel rather sad for my other selves… however this has also lead to some… complications such as this new skill I have…

[ Multi-Tasking Extraordinaire :                 Due to your vast amount of memories and their being at least two major parties governing them due to a vast difference in personality they have formed two separate thought processes side by side to your own however by the time you turn 5 your split personalities will meld with your own allowing you to think separately yet together at the same time!!! ]

Though as for what seems to be my first life I actually have almost all of them as well and yet my fifth incarnation is somehow in control of it this group of thoughts in my head.

Luckily we are still all the same being so the two sides aren't in constant clashes however they still don't get along well with each other even though my last life self seems  to be keeping himself under control to not get in conflict with the other side some of it seems unavoidable so sadly it can be quite annoying when it's about their philosophies due to the fact that they will just meld with me later on so they are both trying to get me to lean more towards themselves.

Though my last life is more trying to let me think for my self while my more beginning self seems to want to preach about his way of thinking and is annoying me when I am trying to take a nap…