Dear Lucas,

          I am writing this because of not just realizing my mistake but also hurting the boy whom I love the most. My words are genuinely not enough to express how this mistake I made was not acceptable. You mean alot to me and I regret what I did. I never meant to upset you because you are valuable to me. Losing you will ruin my life. I ask for forgiveness for making you feel the opposite. I love you always . I always cause some mess. It is never your fault. I’m sorry for making you feel unhappy. I cannot believe that I caused hurt. You are my only hope in life. I promise you that I will do my best to make a better version of myself for you. You are so cute when you smile. I’m thankful for you. I miss your cute smile. I appreciate you. Thank you for being my best friend. You are the dream I’ve been waiting for.

My life is like music, my love is colorful and every day is real….all because of you. I love you with the kind of love that’s more than love. And I miss you so much when we are apart, then I begin to look at old messages from you to make me feel better. When you always find a way to make a smile, I feel that my heart is safe with you, always.. I know that you will protect me from whatever life may bring our way. You’re the one person in this world I need to talk to when I’m having a bad day. The one person who will never judge me. You’re my best friend, my rock, my lover. To say that you’re my boyfriend just doesn’t do you justice. Giving you my heart and loving you are the best things I ever could have done. My life has changed for the better because of you. I feel free to tell you anything without holding back. And that’s because you always understand me so well. You inspire me to chase my dreams and be the best person I can be. Whenever I’m with you, I do not have to try hard to be someone who I’m not. I can just be myself. Thank you for this. I hope you know how much you matter to me. I miss you. I love you with all my heart. Your silly, sweet smile warms my soul. Your eyes make me weak in the knees. I just want to kiss you and wrap my arms around you, even if we are miles apart but soon we can see each other in person. Again, I am very sorry.

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Love,

B