What is reality?

And more importantly why, oh why should I want to be part of this one?

Like seriously, look around you. What do you see? Do you see the ability for you to change yourself and the world around you without sacrificing your time (life) or your moral code? No? That’s what I thought.

With that being said you probably wont blame me for trying everything within my power to change that, either by changing the world or changing world. One obviously only requiring me and the other one actually requiring me to convince others, not something I am good at that. So my path was chosen. Not that I had a clue how to accomplish leaving this reality. To be fair I still don’t, I mean I’m pretty sure I know that it’s possible now so that’s always something.

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Now that we have the why, out of the way and without bogging this down with any superfluous personal details here is the process I am initiating tomorrow morning. For better or for worse, worse probably but who cares. I am the only one who has the right to decide if I do this or not, the only reason I’m going to the effort of writing this at all is for people to know of the possibility that this may be more than an elaborate way of offing myself.

Regards to the most shit reality of them all (probably), (hopefully),

/Erland Hemming