Rina had a fairly normal childhood. However, it changed when she entered puberty, as she suddenly felt somewhat attracted to her twin sister. Unfortunately, her feelings towards her grew each day until they reached the state, where Rina feared that she would attack her sister and do something irreversible. Thus, slowly but surely she distanced herself from her twin in order to protect them both. Since then everything around her spiraled downwards. The abuse from her father became harder to endure, her mother and sister started to openly insult her and her friends suddenly avoided her. So, in order to not get crazy Rina isolated herself even more and tried to escape the despair that had gradually built up in her. She fled into a fantasy world of a novel to forget bad things, pleasured herself to relieve herself from stress, and resorted to eating en masse when the despair became too much to endure.In the end, it didn't help. To make matters worse, when Rina thought there was salvation for her after all, she was killed the next moment. When she came to again, she found herself in the body of a newborn in a magical world.Looking back at her previous life, she only felt so miserable because she had hoped for something good back then, be it love, recognition, happiness, or whatsoever.In her new life, she will not repeat the same mistakes. __________________________________________________________________________________What you can expect:- Heavy focus on character development of FMC and the heroines- A fairly capable FMC- A fair share of political intrigues- Yuri / Girls Love- Some heartwarming and fluffy moments- Drama What you should NOT expect:- Overly detailed battle/action scenes- Lemons- Focus on SoL __________________________________________________________________________________ Mc gets isekai'd after chapter 7 Also, FMC is quite depressive at the start and her character will develop over time. If you can't handle that, please turn around.