The ride back was quiet I saw him looking at Saa with sadness in his eyes Saa was sleep he has the cutest smile. "When was you going to tell me?" Shawn asked breaking the slience "Honestly, I wasn't going to tell you anything about him" I said coldly he looked at me "Why? You was going let him grow up without his father?" he asked I stopped at the light and looked into his eyes "No Saa was going to know about you every night before he goes to sleep I sing him our song and tell him about you. You on the other hand was going to never know about him because I was procecting him from the heart break like you gave to me" I said as I was fighting back tears the light changed so I started drive again "Pull over yo" he said coldly "Why?" I asked "Pull the fuck over Devin NOW!" he yelled "Ok Ok fine don't wake him up" I said as I pulled over on the side turned the car off and looked at him. Shawn's eyes looked sad about what I said "Shawn I know what I said was fucked up but do you blame me for acting like this" I said "Get out the car" he said "No my son is in here are you crazy my nigga" I said he turned the car on and out down the windows "Now he has some air and we only in front of the car" he said as he turned the car back off and took the keys out "What the hell Shawn" I said as he got the car he walked around the car and opened my door "Come on" he said as he unclicked my seat belt "Really Shawn" I said he stood there and looked me with his "I'm deadass" look "Fine you win" I said then I got out of the car he closed the door behind me. I sat on the hood of the car and he stood in front of me with his arms crossed "What?"I asked "You hate me or something?" he asked me "No I don't hate you Shawn trust me I tried"I said It would only love you even more "When did you found out?" he asked "The day you left I was going to tell you but you told me you was leaving so I didn't say anything" I said
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"I would have never left if you told me Dev" he said as he reached for me I moved "So if a child wasn't involed you have stayed huh?" I said "I didn't want to leaving in the first place Devin you have to believe me" he said "Bullshit! What she wasn't better then me" I yelled "I never left you for someone else Devin it was to procect you and I'll do it again over and over if that means procecting you and Saa" he said and then he give me the keys "I love you Devin and Saa I will procect y'all until the end of time" he said then he walked away and got in the backseat. What did he mean about that?