The next day, I awaken to the harsh glare of neon seeping through the cracks in my capsule's metal shutters. For a moment, I lay still, allowing myself the illusion that the world outside is the one I once knew—a world of routine, of simple human pleasures, of a future not shackled to the System's cruel designs.
But the fantasy is fleeting. The aches in my modified body, the ghostly echo of Chang's parting words, the ever-present hum of the machines that now sustain me—all serve as reminders that the old world is gone, replaced by this unforgiving new reality.
I rise, servos whirring, and begin my daily diagnostic. It's been a month since the System upended everything, and I'm still not fully accustomed to my new hybrid existence. Part man, part machine, a blend of meat and metal held together by the System's inscrutable will.
I watch as the readouts scroll across my vision. Ammunition levels. Reactor output. The efficiency of my synthetic organs. The data that now defines my worth, my very survival. All within acceptable parameters. Cold comfort, that.
A flashing icon in the corner of my display catches my eye. A message from Zoe, one of the few friends I have left in this hellscape. Hesitantly, I open it.
"Ry, you still breathing? Heard about your run-in with the Jade Serpents. Can't believe you walked away from that. Half the poor bastards in this sector would be paste on the pavement after a tangle like that. Drinks later?"
I allow myself a tight smile. Zoe always did have a way of cutting through the grim absurdity of it all. I tap out a quick reply.
"Still kicking, Z. Wouldn't say no to a drink. 2000 at the usual spot?"
Her response is immediate. "You got it. Stay safe out there. It's getting worse by the day."
I grimace, knowing all too well what she means. In the month since the System's emergence, the city's population has been in freefall. Between the assassinations, the accidents, and those who simply give up and fade away, it's like humanity is being bled dry. The morgues overflow. The furnaces burn day and night. And for what? The System's grand design, its unknowable endgame?
I shove the dark thoughts aside. Dwelling on the big picture won't keep me alive. Better to focus on the here and now, on the skills and instincts that have kept me breathing this long.
On that note, I decide it's time to put my new ability to the test. I close my eyes, reaching inward, feeling for the currents of energy that now suffuse my being. There, like a cold ember nestled behind my heart—the core of my newfound power.
I grasp at it with my mind, and it unfurls through my veins like a flood of icy mercury. A shiver wracks my frame, and I open my eyes to find the world subtly altered. Colors are muted, edges blurred. It's as if a veil of shadow lies draped over my vision.
Tentatively, I raise my hand in front of my face. Or rather, where my hand should be. In its place is a hazy outline, a ghostly after-image that wavers like smoke in the wind. I am, for all intents and purposes, invisible.
A thrill runs through me, tempered by an unsettling realization. This power, this gift of the System...it doesn't come freely. Already, I can feel a subtle drain, a tug at the core of my being. My mana, the mystical fuel that now animates my altered form, is slowly ebbing away.
I focus my will and allow the shadows to fall away. The world snaps back into sharp relief, colors and light flooding my senses once more. My hand, flesh and blood and carbon fiber bones, reasserts itself. The drain on my essence ceases.
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So, the Shadow Cloak is not without its price. I'll have to be judicious in its use, lest I find myself drained and vulnerable at a critical moment. Another harsh lesson in the System's twisted curriculum.
I check the time. Still hours to kill before my meeting with Zoe. Normally, I'd while away the intervening time tinkering with my gear, honing my body and mind for the next inevitable conflict. But today, I find myself craving a reminder of the man I once was. The man I'm desperately trying to remain.
I slip out of my capsule and into the labyrinthine streets. I keep to the shadows out of habit, though no contract currently hangs over my head. The city's denizens, those who remain, hurry past with hunched shoulders and haunted eyes. The weight of the System's yoke lies heavy on us all.
My feet carry me towards the old quarter, where the bones of the pre-System world still linger. Crumbling brick facades, faded billboards, the rusting husks of ancient automobiles. A landscape of entropy, of a civilization in its twilight.
I come to a small, grimy storefront, its windows boarded over, its door hidden behind a curtain of tattered plastic strips. A faded sign above reads "Sal's Pawnshop," though I know the proprietor trades in more than just secondhand goods.
I push through the curtain and into the cluttered interior. The air is thick with the scent of dust and old electronics. Shelves strain under the weight of pre-System detritus—ancient smartphones, obsolete gaming consoles, physical media rendered useless by the march of progress.
"Well, look what the cat dragged in," a gravelly voice emerges from the back of the shop. "The prodigal son returns."
Sal emerges from behind a precariously stacked tower of cathode-ray tube televisions. He's an old man, stooped and liver-spotted, but his eyes are keen as ever behind his thick glasses.
"Been a while, Sal," I say, picking my way through the clutter. "How's business?"
"Oh, you know. Same old, same old. People looking to trade their past for a bit of the present. Or maybe a piece of the future, if they're feeling optimistic." He fixes me with a knowing look. "And what about you, kid? What brings you back to this mausoleum?"
I shrug, feigning nonchalance. "Just needed a break from it all. A reminder of simpler times."
Sal barks out a laugh. "Simpler times? Kid, I hate to break it to you, but there's no such thing. World's always been a meat grinder. The System's just made it a bit more literal, is all."
I bristle at his cynicism. "You can't really believe that. There was a time when people weren't slaughtering each other in the streets. When life was about more than just the next kill, the next level up."
Sal sighs, taking off his glasses and polishing them on the hem of his stained shirt. "Look, I get it. You're young. You still think there's some grand meaning to it all, some higher purpose. But the truth is, the world's always been a zero-sum game. The strong survive, the weak get ground underfoot. The System's just made the rules a bit more explicit, is all."
I feel my anger rising, my fists clenching at my sides. "So what, we should just give up? Accept our fate as the System's playthings?"
Sal replaces his glasses, fixing me with a level gaze. "I'm not saying that. All I'm saying is, clinging to some idealized past isn't going to do you any good. The world is what it is. All we can do is try to find our own way through the muck."
I open my mouth to argue, but the words die on my tongue. As much as I hate to admit it, there's a kernel of truth to Sal's words. The past, for all its allure, is gone. Wishing for its return won't change the harsh realities of the present.
"I should go," I mutter, suddenly feeling claustrophobic amid the shop's clutter. "Thanks for the talk, Sal."
"Anytime, kid. And hey, watch your back out there. The System's not the only thing you need to worry about these days."
I nod curtly and push my way back out into the neon-soaked street. Sal's words echo in my mind as I walk, mingling with the ever-present hum of my mechanical components.
He's right, loath as I am to admit it. There's no going back to the world that was. The System has seen to that. All I can do is try to hold onto my humanity, to navigate this bloody new landscape without losing myself entirely.
But it's a daunting prospect. With each passing day, each new horror, I feel the man I was slipping further away. The assassin, the machine, the System's tool...that's what's real now. The rest is just a fading dream.
I clench my fists, feeling the play of synthetic tendons beneath my skin. No. I won't let it take me. Not without a fight. I'll play the System's game, but I'll do it on my own terms. I'll find a way to survive, to keep my soul intact, even if it means walking the knife's edge between man and monster.
The alternative is unthinkable.
With a final glance at the fading remnants of the old world, I turn my back on the past and stride into the uncertain future. Come what may, I'll face it as I am, as I've always been.
Ryan, the assassin. The survivor.
The human.