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ASHES (Of the Earth Series - Book One)
Chapter 3 - Ripples of Consequence (Alec, Present)

Chapter 3 - Ripples of Consequence (Alec, Present)

Perched on the muddy riverbank, I watched the Turned laboring in the churning waters. Its immense hands, covered in gnarled scales and tipped with curved talons, plunged into the frothy currents. With each powerful stroke, it extracted hefty boulders from the riverbed, water cascading off their craggy surfaces as it lifted them into the air. The creature deposited the rocks into a growing mound beside me, the pile rising higher with every stone added.

I marveled at the Turned's raw strength, its sinewy muscles rippling beneath its thick hide as it worked. Yet my admiration shattered into sudden alarm when it hurled a colossal boulder in my direction. Instinct took over, and I lunged aside, the massive rock crashing into the spot I had just vacated. The impact sent a spray of mud and debris flying, spattering my clothes and skin.

"Hey, watch it!" The words tore from my throat, my voice allowing more irritation through than fear, which I bit my tongue over. I was giving too much away.

The creature halted its movements and slowly turned its head towards me. I found myself pinned under the scrutiny of six gleaming, amber eyes narrowing in distinct annoyance. Bony ridges along its serpentine neck bristled, the spines standing on end like the hackles of a provoked beast.

"Move aside," it rumbled, the deep bass of its voice resonating in my chest. Frustration colored its tone, the words ground out between razor-sharp teeth. "You hinder my work."

I squared my shoulders and crossed my arms, meeting the Turned's glare with a defiant sneer of my own. Questions burned in my mind, suspicion warring with the need for understanding. "Trust goes both ways. I need to know your group's intentions before I can believe this pipe plan is safe." I paused, curiosity getting the better of me. "How did you even end up living among humans?"

The Visharath let out a heavy sigh, the sound ragged with weariness. Its serpentine tail flicked back and forth in apparent irritation, the appendage stirring up small clouds of dust. "You question my motives yet presume my deceit," it growled, the words sharp-edged. "Why should I justify myself to a mind already closed?"

I opened my mouth to retort, but the voice within me chose that moment to interject. It whispered a moment of clarity, urging me to consider the Turned's perspective. “The creature had shown divergence from the Hive, a chance for understanding. Maybe, just maybe, we should listen.”

The realization of my hasty judgment settled over me. My expression softened, the hard lines of my face relaxing into something more open. Trusting this being was a gamble, the stakes high and the odds uncertain. Yet the potential for understanding, for bridging the gap between our kinds, was too significant to dismiss outright. I drew in a deep breath, tasting the earthy scent of the riverbank on my tongue, and opened my mind.

"You have a point," I conceded, the tension in my voice easing. "My distrust is..." I let the words trail off, leaving the implications hanging in the air between us. We all knew where my trust issues came from. "I'm listening now. How did you break away from the Hive's influence?"

The Matriarch considered my change in demeanor, its massive serpentine body seeming to relax fractionally. "Few among us manage to sever the Hive's influence. I am a rarity, choosing to pursue coexistence with your species rather than conquest. The path that led me here is a long and tangled one, but know that my intentions towards humanity are not malicious."

I turned its words over in my mind, my innate skepticism grappling with a burgeoning fascination. This Turned represented something I had believed impossible - an enemy turned potential ally. In this world of shifting certainties, perhaps the greatest risks worth taking were those in pursuit of mutual understanding.

The concept was so fucking ludicrous that I actually believed it.

Part of me wanted to voice an apology for my earlier hostility, but another part still held fast to caution.

This was the enemy. And even if every aspect of the situation suggested I might be dreaming, that didn't justify recklessness.

I clenched my jaw as I searched for the right words, my irritation gradually giving way to curiosity.

"You must understand my reluctance to simply believe what you say" I said, my voice strained. "I don't comprehend half of this situation. You can sever yourself from the Hive? Why have I never encountered such a concept before?"

The Matriarch hesitated before responding, reaching once more into the cascading water and retrieving a sizable rock. "Because any and all who do are inevitably apprehended and executed as traitors. My existence has an expiration date." It released the rock back into the churning currents with a resounding splash, then continued its labor without interruption. "Most of our people remain ignorant of this capability. Nodes, Commanders, and Matriarchs are informed so that we can remain vigilant for it."

“How did you manage to escape such a fate?"

The Matriarch's movements slowed, her numerous eyes reflecting a tumult of emotions. She reached into the cascading water, retrieving a sizable rock that glistened with moisture. "Evasion is a temporary state," she replied, her tone somber. "I am hunted, even now. The Hive does not tolerate dissent."

She released the rock back into the churning currents with a resounding splash, the ripples radiating outward in concentric circles. "I fled during a moment of chaos, when the Hive's attention was diverted elsewhere. But I know my time is limited. They will find me, eventually."

I leaned back, processing its words. This was a rare glimpse into the inner workings of the Hive, a perspective I had never considered before. "So, you're saying that your kind isn't all unified in purpose? That there are dissenters among you?"

"Unity under the Hive is absolute, but individuality is not extinct. It is merely... suppressed. My existence is proof of that."

Its confession stirred a blend of empathy and strategic interest within me. Here was an entity, potentially a valuable ally, that had defied its own kind for reasons still unclear.

I nodded, processing her words. The weight of her revelation settled over me in a way that seemed to darken even the shadows of the cave. To defy the Hive was to court death, a fate that loomed over the Matriarch like a gathering storm.

"And yet, you chose to seek refuge among humans," I mused, my brow furrowing. "Why take such a risk? What do you hope to gain?"

The Matriarch's gaze met mine, her eyes luminescent in the dim light of the cavern. "Understanding," she said simply. "I seek to bridge the chasm between our kinds, to find a path forward that does not lead to mutual destruction. In your struggle, I saw reflections of my own. Perhaps in helping you, I find a purpose beyond the Hive's dictates. As for my leaving… My awakening was gradual, a series of doubts that turned into realizations."

"Tell me more," I urged, my initial wariness giving way to a genuine curiosity. "How did your... individuality manifest?"

The Matriarch's movements slowed as it seemed to consider its response. "Believe it or not, we are all individuals, always, from birth to death.”

"You move with a swiftness atypical of humans," she observed, her tone laced with suspicion.

"I studied martial ar—" My feeble attempt at an excuse was abruptly cut off as she flung another rock with lethal precision. Reacting with a speed that betrayed more than I intended, I caught it mid-air, spun, and launched it back at her. With an effortless sidestep, she dodged, and the rock exploded against the cavern wall, scattering shards in all directions.

"Damn it," I muttered under my breath, realizing my mistake. She had baited me, and I had played right into her hands. Now she knew.

"What’s your problem?" I demanded, glaring at her with anger.

"My problem," she retorted, her voice dripping with contempt, "is that you are, as humans quaintly put it, 'full of shit.' You possess abilities far beyond the norm."

My heart pounded in my chest, her insight slicing through my defenses. Was I really that bad at lying? The voice in my head stirred, offering a cautious suggestion, but I dismissed it with a mental snarl. "Don't even think about it," I warned the voice silently.

Regaining my composure, I met her gaze squarely. "Fine, you've seen through me. What do you want?"

The Matriarch's response was a slow, chilling grin that sent shivers down my spine, her teeth gleaming ominously in the dim light. "Your assistance," she said simply. "And in return, I offer something of value to you."

Suspicion gnawed at me, an insidious beast clawing at my gut, but curiosity won out, its allure too strong to resist. "What exactly do you need from me?" I asked, wariness permeating my tone, the potential cost of such an alliance looming in my mind.

Her smile widened, revealing an unsettling array of sharp teeth. It was a sight that would haunt my nightmares for weeks to come.

"Let's just say," she purred, her voice a silken whisper, "our goals align more closely than you might think."

"I desire your help in building a bridge between our two species," she continued, her words measured and deliberate. "The Hive, the emperor, the queen; they exist only by glutting themselves on the fear and chaos they create. I have gazed into the abyss of what's to come, and if we fail to act soon, your world will crumble to ruins. You are clearly something other. Different. Come now. You do not truly think that I believe this conversation is being had in a manner befitting equals. You are not human." She paused and stepped closer to me, leaning down, down, down until her face was level with mine. Fuck me, she was huge. She could literally bite my head off.

She reached out a single hand, a solitary claw tracing the contours of my cheek with an icy touch that chilled my blood. As she spoke, her voice dwindled to a whisper that seemed to flutter across the landscape of my thoughts.

"What are you, exactly?"

I froze.

I swallowed hard, my mouth suddenly dry as I struggled to find the right words. Her proximity, the unnerving intimacy of her touch, and the weight of her question all conspired to leave me tongue-tied.

"I'm... complicated," I managed at last, my voice sounding strained even to my own ears. "Let's just say I'm not entirely human, but I'm not like you either. I don't fully understand it myself."

The Matriarch studied me intently, her luminescent eyes searching mine as if trying to pluck the truth from my very thoughts. After a long moment, she withdrew her hand, straightening to her full, imposing height.

After what felt like an eternity, I finally caught my breath. The Matriarch's unnerving presence, her icy touch still lingering on my cheek, left me shaken to my core. As I struggled to regain my composure, the voice in my head intruded once more.

"Alec... I would like to converse with this creature," it insisted, a hint of eagerness in its tone.

I shook my head, a single, sharp motion that sent a twinge of pain through my neck. "No," I growled, my voice low and rough, scraped raw by the emotions churning within me. "It's too risky, too dangerous. We don't know what it wants, what it's capable of."

The voice persisted, undeterred by my reluctance. "Alec, this aberration, this being so foreign and yet so familiar, could be the key to unlocking a future we've scarcely dared to dream of. A friend, an ally in a world where we've known nothing but isolation and fear. Think of it, Alec. Martin, for all his virtues, could never truly comprehend the depths of our existence. No one in your circle of acquaintances could ever hope to grasp the complexities that define us. But this creature, it speaks of peace, of coexistence between our kinds. Perhaps, in its presence, we might find a measure of solace, a respite from the constant vigilance that has been our constant companion for so long."

I sighed, the sound escaping my lips like a surrender, a white flag waved in the face of an implacable foe. The voice, damn it all, had a point. Its arguments, as much as I loathed to admit it, held a kernel of truth that I couldn't ignore. "And if it betrays us?" I asked, my voice tight with barely restrained anger. "If this is all some elaborate ruse, a trap designed to ensnare us and deliver us into the hands of our enemies?"

"If betrayal is to be our fate, then we shall face it when the time comes, and not a moment before.” The voice shifted and took on an uncharacteristic note of sarcasm. My eyes widened. Uppity little shit, only just agreed to speak with it an hour ago and it already is being condescending? “But Alec, my dear, stubborn Alec, consider this: we have endured, we have survived against all odds, but we cannot continue on this path indefinitely. This creature, for all its strangeness, might hold the key to our salvation, to a means of striking back against those who would see us destroyed. And let us not forget," it added, its tone dripping with condescension, "that it remains ignorant of our true nature. As far as it knows, it could, if it so desired, rend us limb from limb, spilling our lifeblood into the very waters that sustain us. A trap, in this instance, would be an unnecessary flourish, a waste of time and effort."

I sucked at my teeth. Okay, maybe I deserved the sarcasm and my paranoia had gone a little too far. As much as it pained me to admit it, the voice had a point. We couldn't keep running, couldn't keep hiding in the shadows, praying for a miracle that might never come. If this alien, this creature so utterly foreign and yet so hauntingly familiar, could offer us a way forward, a chance to fight back against the forces that sought to destroy us, then perhaps, just perhaps, it was a risk worth taking.

"Okay," I exhaled, my voice a hoarse whisper. “Okay okay. Okay. Fine.”

I knew when I had been beaten.

I raised my hands in capitulation and pivoted, trudging up the riverbank, the spray of water fading behind me with each step.

I glanced back at her, my gaze sharp with distrust. Trust had been a scarce commodity for me, a precious resource I couldn't afford to squander, not even on myself. But now, an unfamiliar sensation bloomed within me—hope. It was a peculiar feeling, especially given my current circumstances. Yet, I couldn't suppress the notion that there might be something worth hoping for here, a glimmer of potential amidst the darkness. A chance, perhaps, to break free from this endless nightmare.

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I inhaled deeply, the air filling my lungs with a mix of apprehension and anticipation. I dipped my head in a slow nod. "I'm one of you," I declared, the words feeling foreign on my tongue.

The creature cocked its head, curiosity etched into its features. "What do you mean, one of us?"

"Perhaps I can answer that question," the voice interjected, its tone resonating through my mind. Never before had it addressed another being, and as it spoke, I sensed the thoughts of both the voice and the Matriarch, their consciousnesses swirling up, against, and through my own.

It was a disconcerting sensation, akin to being in a pitch-black room and catching glimpses of static from a television flickering through a barely cracked door. Close enough to perceive, but too distant to discern the details.

The Matriarch's body coiled with tension, her eyes darting in every direction, searching for any hint of danger. Her head whipped around at an impossible angle, scanning for potential threats. Her thick tail thrashed against the ground, a primal display of aggression, as a menacing hiss escaped her maw. Terror constricted my throat, and I held our breath, knowing that if she attacked, we would be fighting for our very existence.

As she realized there was no immediate danger, the tension dissipated, and she refocused her attention on me. "That came from you then... So you are Drayna after all. I knew it."

I rotated my neck, the vertebrae cracking with a sharp pop. "I wish you wouldn't do that," the voice grumbled. "It squishes me."

"Tough shit," I retorted, my patience fraying. The day's events had taken their toll, the weight of revelation and confrontation crushing me beneath their combined mass. "This is too much for me. Too much has happened today. I'm not dealing with this. You figure it out."

I dropped to the ground, my posture a study in forced nonchalance as I leaned back on my hands, knees bent. With a flippant wave toward the creature, I addressed the empty air. "Take it away.

"Ah, yes, of course." The voice turned its focus to the Matriarch. We both jolted, hearts pounding, as we realized the creature had crept closer, now crouching mere inches away. Its clawed limbs folded beneath it, the alien regarded us with unblinking, multifaceted eyes.

"Well?" The single syllable carried a weight of expectation, of demand.

I squeezed my eyes shut, feeling the voice stir within me, preparing to speak. Conflicting emotions roiled inside - fear, confusion, a desperate yearning for answers. Some were theirs, some were mine - many of them were shared by us both. "I am one of you," the voice declared, the words reverberating through my skull. "The Visharath."

"Visharath?" The unfamiliar term coiled in my mind, probing at the fragments of knowledge I possessed about the being inhabiting me. The parasite had never divulged the name for its kind.

"Ah. Yet you have no control of your host," the Matriarch observed, her tone clinical, detached. "You are indeed Drayna."

"I do not," the voice confessed, anguish lacing each word. "I am... defective. Not Draya. I have no control at all, there is no fight, no willpower needed to turn me away. I am just here." Self-loathing dripped from the admission.

The Matriarch huffed in what might have been a laugh. “Not defective. Just different. We are a numerated species, all of us unique. Do you know how we are birthed?”

"No," the voice whispered, its shame pulsing through me at its ignorance of its own origins. "I know very little of our species, other than what we were taught in our larva tanks."

"I see," said the Matriarch. "So you are very young. Is this human your first host?"

"Yes, he is," it confirmed. "I was birthed shortly before arriving to this planet."

The Matriarch exhaled a raspy sigh. "We are parasites in the truest sense of the word, young one," it intoned, a hint of sorrow threading its words. "Even our forms, our natural forms, the ones up here," it grazed the back of its skull with a talon, "are not truly our own."

Engrossed, I focused on the extraordinary conversation unfolding within my mind. As the two alien entities communed, their emotions and thoughts crystallized with increasing clarity. The Matriarch's psyche felt unyielding, glacial. An all-consuming ambition propelled it, an adamantine determination verging on zealotry. Yet beneath that steely exterior, I sensed the faintest glimmer of hope; a nascent emotion straining to pierce through. I could relate.

In contrast, my companion's thoughts radiated kindness and gentleness. Though the Visharath shared innate desires for survival, my parasite exhibited an open-mindedness that surpassed its Matriarch counterpart. A deep longing emanated from its being—a need to understand the world, its inhabitants, and its own place among them.

The more I immersed myself in the ebb and flow of my companion's thoughts, the more I grasped its unique nature. It had experienced an existence unlike any other member of its species.

Simultaneously, an overwhelming sense of guilt washed over me for my previous actions towards the parasite. As I willingly delved into its mind for the first time, I recognized its childlike qualities in many aspects.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

The Matriarch's multifaceted eyes shifted in surprise. "You can hear our conversation?" it asked, its unblinking gaze fixed on mine.

I nodded slowly, hesitating before adding, "Was it intended to be private?"

"Not precisely," it replied. "But I was unaware that hosts could perceive conversations between Visharath."

“Your host cannot hear us?”

“My host is dead.” The response was flat.

I flinched. Just a meatsuit. Yikes.

Her words hung heavily in the air before I continued my original inquiry. "Okay, well, what do you mean that your forms aren't your own?"

"Yes, please elaborate," the voice echoed. At that moment, a name for my companion materialized in my thoughts, eliciting a smile. It wanted a name, I’d give it one.

"If you were to examine our genetic structure," the Matriarch continued, "you would find it to be a complete and utter mess. Junk bits of DNA from a thousand enslaved species, accumulated over countless millennia." It paused, allowing us to process its words. "We cannot help it; it is a natural process our bodies perform. Any creature we inhabit becomes intertwined with us. Our neural and circulatory systems integrate. We depend on them for sustenance, hydration, and oxygen. We take everything we need from their bodies, resulting in their cellular structure merging with our own in numerous ways."

My mind raced back to early Biology 101 classes as the Matriarch spoke. "She means that you carry the DNA of your host, affecting your next generation," I interjected. "You're akin to a virus." Her eyes blinked slowly, one after another, a slick snapping sound accompanying each movement, before nodding in affirmation.

The voice broke through the silence again, timidly asking, "I don't understand what that has to do with me."

"What is your physical form," the Matriarch asked. "Do you know?"

"While I've never seen myself or my tank brethren..." my companion began hesitantly, "...I can sense that I possess tentacles. Alec has informed me that, based on his observations, we resemble the creature known as a 'squid' on this planet."

The Matriarch nodded. "That is logical. The last planet we conquered was an aquatic world, inhabited by creatures resembling squid. I am quite ancient, so I do not resemble a 'squid' at all."

"So that influences our physical appearance?" the voice asked, its curiosity piqued.

"Among other things, yes," the Matriarch replied, her eyes glinting in the dim light. I could have sworn she looked amused. "However, there was a feature unique to the prior planet we enslaved. A characteristic that set it apart from all others in our long history of conquest. Can you guess what that might be?"

I shared a fleeting moment with my companion, our minds intertwining for a brief moment as we searched for an answer. Yet, despite our combined knowledge and understanding, we found ourselves at a loss. With a slow shake of my head, I conveyed our inability to divine the truth behind the Matriarch's words.

The ancient creature leaned forward, her segmented body creaking and groaning with the movement. "The planet we enslaved last," she began, her voice a rasping whisper, "was the only world we have ever encountered that harbored two distinct, sapient species, living in a state of physiological symbiosis."

As the weight of her revelation settled upon us, I felt a wave of shock and awe ripple through my being, mirrored by the stunned reaction of my companion. The implications of such a discovery were staggering, challenging our preconceived notions of each other and ourselves.

"We more or less wiped out the smaller creatures," the Matriarch continued, her tone devoid of remorse. "They were small, weak, and ill-suited to serve as hosts. The function they performed in their symbiotic relationship became unnecessary once we had infested the larger creature. However, in the early stages of the invasion, a small handful of them fell victim to our infection. The planet capitulated swiftly, offering little resistance. As a result, the bodies of the smaller creatures were quickly discarded, and their Visharath were transferred to more suitable hosts."

A chilling realization dawned upon me as I processed her words. "So, you're suggesting that the bond Echo and I share is symbiotic, rather than parasitic?" I asked, my voice trembling.

The Matriarch inclined her head in affirmation. "Yes, I believe that to be the case. You appear to be in complete control of your faculties, do you not?"

I nodded, my heart pounding in my chest as I confirmed her assessment.

"And yet," she continued, gesturing towards herself with a gnarled appendage, "you possess all the enhanced physiological traits that any infested human would exhibit shortly before transforming into a fully matured form like myself, correct?"

Once more, I bobbed my head in agreement, though a twinge of guilt accompanied the action. It wasn't the whole truth, but I hesitated to reveal everything at this juncture.

"Then yes, I am confident that your bond with Echo is a symbiotic one. If I were to hazard a guess," the Matriarch mused, her eyes narrowing in contemplation, "it is highly likely that... What is your name, little one?"

The voice within me shied away from the question, uncertainty clouding its thoughts. "I do not have a na-"

"Echo," I interjected, my voice firm and resolute. "Their name is Echo."

A surge of warmth bloomed in my chest as Echo's physical form wriggled with excitement upon receiving a name. Tears that were not my own threatened to spill from my eyes, but I fought them back, urging Echo to focus on the Matriarch's words. There would be ample time for celebration later.

The ancient creature's expression softened, a smile playing at the edges of her maw as my parasite’s joy bounded across our mental connection. "Echo, then. A fitting name. Where goes one, goes the other. And yours, human?”

“Alec.”

“Alec and Echo. If my theory holds true, it is probable that Echo was born from the union of two Visharath, each inhabiting one of those symbiotic species. Through this merger, they have inherited the symbiotic nature of their hosts, forging a bond unlike any other."

"But we are born in batches of thousands," Echo's voice quavered, their uncertainty bleeding through our mental link. "Does that mean there are more like me out there somewhere?" A tentative hope kindled within them, fragile as a candle flame in a tempest. The yearning for connection, for kinship, for the knowledge that they weren't alone in this vast and uncaring universe, surged through our shared consciousness like a riptide.

The Matriarch's reply carried the weight of eons. "I grieve to inform you, little one, that the probability of others sharing your unique nature is infinitesimal. Each cell of our parents metamorphoses into an ovum, every one yielding a Visharath of unparalleled genetic composition. Commonalities persist, undeniably, yet a phenomenon such as yourself... Scant few could manifest before discovery would prompt the purging of your gestation tanks. I harbor sincere doubts any remain."

As the weight of her words crashed over us like a tidal wave, I felt Echo's hopes shatter, the shards lodging in my heart like broken glass. A yawning chasm of loneliness opened within them, threatening to swallow us both whole. I tightened my mental embrace around them, offering what meager comfort I could in the face of such devastating news.

Lungfuls of the cavern's cool, mineral-rich air expanded my chest as I absorbed our surroundings. Luminous whorls of viridian and cerulean waltzed across the chamber's jagged walls, painting an illusory portrait of serenity.

Everything seemed so peaceful; it was hard to imagine that this world was embroiled in war and destruction. It was time to make a decision about my life.

I faced the Matriarch and cleared my throat. My voice was measured, but determined as the words bubbled up from within me.

Steeling myself, I pivoted to face the Matriarch, my spine straightening with determination. "But that doesn't mean that Echo is lesser than the other Visharath, does it?" I challenged, my words ringing out like a clarion call in the stillness of the cavern. "Even if they are unique, even if their existence defies everything we thought we knew, that doesn't diminish their worth. Echo is still every bit as special, every bit as powerful, and every bit as deserving of respect as any other Visharath."

Contemplation swirled in the depths of the Matriarch's eyes as she inclined her head. "I concur with you, truly. Moreover, I would even dare to say, that in the fusion of your essences - Alec the human and Echo the symbiont - I see a glimmer of hope, a chance for a brighter future. We Visharath are an execrable breed, subjugating all in our path, despoiling worlds of their inhabitants and their riches in a perpetual crusade whose very purpose eludes our recollection. Consumption and exploitation define our existence. Yet you two... The bond you share is a phenomenon of incalculable rarity - one fostering coexistence and mutual flourishing rather than suppression, enslavement, and eradication. An exquisite paradigm to behold. Our species has unleashed unconscionable atrocities and inflicted irreparable anguish across the cosmos. But if this lone, remarkable creature heralds the dawn of a new era, perhaps we may yet kindle the embers of empathy and compassion in a universe razed by our misdeeds."

As her words washed over me, I felt Echo's presence within me, their consciousness intertwining with mine in a silent pledge of solidarity. A rush of warmth suffused my being, binding us together in a shared sense of purpose. And yet, even as hope kindled within me, I couldn't quite quell the niggling doubts that gnawed at the edges of my mind. What if our efforts proved futile? What if, despite our best intentions, we couldn't change the course of this war, couldn't heal the scars that the Visharath had carved into the fabric of my home, my planet?

The cavern brightened with the sun's ascent, a thin ray piercing the well we had entered and scattering down the river to our location. An ethereal light danced in rainbows through a thin layer of fog onto the riverbank, transforming the already surreal surroundings into a tableau of solemnity and beauty.

In the wake of the Matriarch's revelations, waves of despair, fear, and above all, a searing hatred towards the Visharath crashed over me. I might find it within myself to forgive Echo, and even to extend a modicum of trust to this Matriarch. But my hatred would not be quelled so easily, its embers stoked by the force of its justification.

I clenched my eyes shut as the river's chilling mist brushed against my face, each droplet a dagger thrusting into my heart, unleashing a torrent of agonizing memories. The day the Visharath plundered my world replayed in my mind, an endless nightmare of desperate cries, shrieking mothers, and pleading families turning on one another in incomprehension as they died at the hands of those they trusted, their single question repeating throughout time eternal: “Why? Why? Why?”

I could see once again, my brother Kendall's despair-filled eyes as he pounded against my chest in futile defiance of death, a useless attempt to stave off my inevitable death. Lilly, my beloved, her tears raining onto my battered, mangled face as she cradled my head, stroking my hair while I choked on my own blood, crooning her final farewell. Her heartrending lament that tore through the very fabric of my soul as I lost the strength to breathe.

And I could still feel the wail of unadulterated fury and regret that erupted from me upon discovering that those I cherished the most were left behind to face an uncertain future without me, that I had no choice but to leave them behind.

I would be forever chained to the guilt of leaving them unprotected as I watched them from afar, knowing they would never accept what I had become, forcing me to abandon them when they needed me most.

I choked back a cry.

Five years later, I remained mired in abysmal devastation, shackled by regret and anguish. Five years since the Visharath descended to torment my world. Three years since corruption consumed me, since I last glimpsed Lilly's face, three years since companionship became a distant dream. The void of my penance seemed never-ending, a darkness into which I had cast myself with no hope of escape. I had gazed into the abyss, and the abyss had gazed into me.

As the light danced through the cavern, I sat in silence, a new sensation filling my heart. My mind retraced the steps and decisions that brought me to this moment, each one a blend of joy and sorrow, shaped by the people, events, and places that molded me.

For so long, I wandered aimlessly, never comprehending my true purpose or destination. Unable to even take my own life, the weight of my conflicted emotions bore down on me, exposing my vulnerability. But in that instant, a startling clarity emerged from the depths of my consciousness.

Echo and I deserved change, a chance to forge our own path rather than succumbing to the oppressive fate thrust upon us. We possessed the power to shape the difference we yearned for, to rise above the scars of the Visharath's cruelty.

A peace settled over the cavern as Echo's thoughts bounced around my skull, like a lighthouse of something hopeful and pure, thoughts soaked with passion and wonder. I smiled at their zeal, and felt some of it spill over into myself. My hands trembled slightly.

I might be broken beyond repair, but I knew that I could still use my remaining pieces to help Echo build something new. That was something I could do.

And in that moment, something changed.

The memories of the Visharath's devastation, the anguished cries of my people, and the heartbreaking farewells of those I loved would forever haunt me. But I refused to let the guilt and pain chain me to an abyss of misery.

Instead, I could choose to harness the pain, the fury, and the regret, transforming them into a driving force that would propel me forward. The past, though lost and irretrievable, need not define my future.

In Echo, I found a glimmer of redemption, a chance to make amends for the years spent mired in abysmal devastation.

I was never going to be the savior of the world, that wasn't my place. But it might be Echo's, and for their sake, I could try. The future wouldn't be built on my back, but I would willingly give my bones to the foundation.

I had never believed in fate, not really. But for the first time, I thought that maybe there was something to it. And if there was, maybe there was no need to fight it.

In that moment of clarity, I pledged to myself that I would dedicate my existence to aiding Echo in achieving their destiny—no matter what it might have in store for them.