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Wounds that Don't Heal

Wounds that Don't Heal

For weeks, the shadowy figure had been on Elion's trail, following him through forests, across mountains, and along winding rivers. It had a mission—stop Elion at all costs, prevent him from achieving an objective that could threaten the very balance of the world. Clear instructions had been laid out, and every move of Elion was predicted with uncanny precision. Except for one thing. James.

He hadn't been part of the calculations or mentioned in the briefings. A variable, an unknown, and that made the figure uneasy. It hovered in the shadows, eyes narrowed as it watched Elion speak passionately about the lore of the River of Forgotten Dreams to this enigmatic young man.

"Why him?" the figure wondered, obscured from sight. "What makes him so crucial to Elion that he'd jeopardize everything? What's his role in all this?"

The figure was puzzled and intrigued. Every word James spoke, every hesitant question, defied what was supposed to be a seamless tapestry of fate. And what puzzled the figure the most was that James seemed to be operating outside the boundaries of destiny itself.

"This doesn't make sense. He doesn't fit. My instructions were explicit, but they never mentioned him," the figure thought, its form rippling with unease. "What could one man possibly have that could alter the course of time and defy the cosmic laws?"

As they moved closer to the river, the figure’s attention shifted momentarily to Elion. He appeared slightly cautious, eyes scanning the periphery as if sensing an unseen presence. Could he feel the figure's gaze? It retreated further into the shadows, careful not to reveal itself. It had to remain hidden, and it had to understand what James meant in the giant puzzle before it could act.

The figure had an overarching mission, but now that mission was clouded by doubt and a myriad of questions. Could it still accomplish its goal if it didn't fully understand this new player on the board?

"A new plan is needed," it decided as Elion and James vanished from sight, the figure trailing cautiously behind. "I must understand this anomaly, even if it forces me to question everything I’ve been ordered to do. Because clearly, James is a piece I didn't account for, and I need to know how he changes the game."

It slipped deeper into the shadow of the trees, eyes still fixed on where Elion and James had disappeared. The figure couldn't shake off a new, unsettling thought: "What if James isn't an obstacle but a key to something far bigger? What then?"

It shivered at the thought, but the mission was far from over, and time was running out. So, hidden in the shroud of its doubts and the evening's growing darkness, it followed.

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As James and Elion continued their trek toward the River of Forgotten Dreams, the air grew thick with an uncanny tension. James felt an odd sense of familiarity, but he couldn’t quite grasp it. He noticed that Elion, conversely, walked undeterred, almost as if he was immune to the unsettling atmosphere.

With each step closer to the river, the world around James seemed to blur, and fragments of another world—a forgotten world—began to claw their way into his consciousness. A grimy street appeared, strewn with broken glass and discarded needles.

“Mom’s gone, Jamie. She ain’t coming back,” echoed a slurred voice. It was his father, a towering figure with bloodshot eyes, clutching a half-empty bottle of whiskey as if it were a talisman.

Even then, Young James knew that hope and dreams were just opium for the weak. You take what you can, and you make your way—that was the law of survival. His mother had chased dreams, always promising to return for him, but she never did. His father, trapped in his vicious cycle of anger and addiction, had shown him that waiting for others to change was a fool’s errand.

He blinked, and the memories receded like a tide, leaving him standing next to Elion, curiously observing him.

“You alright?” Elion asked, his eyes searching James’ face.

“I’m fine,” James snapped, taking a deep breath to banish the remnants of his past.

”Remember what I told you?” Elion asked, trying to help James center himself, “To cross, we must use the Bridge of Regrets. As we walk it, you will be shown visions and ghosts of your past and possibly from your future. Don’t get distracted by these illusions as the villagers did. Once we cross, it’s over.”

He couldn’t afford to dwell on memories; they were distractions. The past couldn’t be changed, but the future was his to shape. His vision blurred for a moment, and he felt an overpowering need to march on as if the river itself was summoning him.

As they moved closer to the river, James felt like he was walking on a tightrope between two worlds. A constant push and pull between his past and present, between vulnerability and the cold, hard armor he had forged around himself.

Unbeknownst to James, Elion watched him closely, recognizing the signs of internal struggle but saying nothing. A delicate line was being walked, and Elion knew pressing too hard might push James farther away. He also knew that the river had more secrets to reveal, and he could only hope that James was ready to face them, for both their sakes.

James suddenly found himself standing on a cracked sidewalk, the familiar tang of trash and stale air flooding his senses. It was as if he had been thrown back in time, the visceral impact of the experience striking him like a physical blow. The row of dilapidated apartment buildings, rusted fire escapes, and the cacophony of distant sirens and shouting—it was all as vivid as it was during his formative years.

“Hey, Jamie! You got it?” a ragged voice called out. Mark, one of the older kids who roamed the streets, waited impatiently. He was leaning against a graffiti-covered wall, his posture casual but his eyes sharp.

“Yeah, got it right here,” young James replied, pulling a small, wrapped package from his pocket and handing it over.

“Good. Here,” Mark tossed a couple of crumpled bills in his direction, “That’s for your trouble.”

The transaction complete, James tucked the money into his pocket, already mentally calculating how much food he could get with it and how much he needed to stash away for later. “Saving for a rainy day,” his mother used to say back when she was still around.

“Hey, kid, where you goin’?” His father’s voice, saturated with alcohol and reeking of despair, echoed from the apartment’s half-open window.

“Out,” young James mumbled, evading his father’s eyes.

“You think you can just waltz in and out as you please? You live under my roof!”

James felt the stinging slap before he saw it coming, the sharp pain spreading across his cheek like fire. But he had learned not to flinch, not to show any sign of weakness. His father, interpreting silence as defiance, raised his hand again but was interrupted by his coughing fit.

Taking advantage of the moment, James quickly turned and bolted, knowing there was no reason his father was like this. He would find a quiet corner to curl up for the night, away from his father’s wrath and the constant disappointments that defined his life.

Running through dark alleys and dodging behind dumpsters, James felt a rush of adrenaline that temporarily masked the pain. It was another life lesson learned the hard way: Trust no one, rely on yourself, and always be prepared to run. Dreams of better days and the promises of adults were empty illusions; life owed him nothing, and he owed nothing to it.

It's just another day in the life of a street rat. Survival was the game, and James was getting exceptionally good at it. It was a grim existence, but it was all he had, all he knew. And it had shaped him, hardened him, preparing him for the relentless pursuit of power and security. Because if you’re not at the top, you’re just another pawn in someone else’s game.

As quickly as the memory had enveloped him, it faded, leaving James back on the bank of the River of Forgotten Dreams. It was as if he had relived a lifetime in seconds. But this time, the experience left him with a newfound sense of clarity. This was why he fought so hard, why he valued power above all else. It was a way to protect himself from ever reverting to that helpless child, a way to rise above the circumstances that sought to define him.

The vivid flashback receded like mist before the morning sun, and James once again walked beside Elion.

The emotional whiplash of his memories left James disoriented, but the River of Forgotten Dreams wasn’t done with him yet. Almost as if answering a question he hadn’t known to ask, another memory unfolded before him, different in texture but no less poignant.

He was a teenager now, standing outside a worn-out convenience store. The neon sign flickered intermittently, casting a ghostly glow on his face. It was late at night, and he was supposed to meet her here—Emily. The thought of her brought a strange sensation to his chest, a sort of warmth that had no place in his calculating world.

Emily was unlike anyone he’d ever known. She was gentle yet firm, with a smile that made the world less harsh. She worked at the local library, where James had started frequenting to steal glances at her. Slowly, a friendship blossomed, then something more—something James couldn’t quite define but felt deep within him.

“Hey,” her voice broke through his reverie as she appeared from around the corner, eyes shining in the dim light. “Sorry, I’m late. My dad needed help with something at home.”

“It’s fine,” he said, his usual guardedness retreating in the face of her genuine smile. “How’s he doing?”

“Better, thanks for asking,” she replied, the underlying tension visible in her eyes. Emily’s father was unwell, and her family burdened by medical bills and the ever-encroaching reality of mortality. Yet, in her, James found a strength he didn’t know existed. A power that allowed her to look past the imperfections of life and still find beauty in it.

For a few stolen moments that night, they were just two teenagers standing under the flickering neon sign, sharing secrets and laughter as if the world had ceased to exist. The burgeoning feeling in James’ chest grew something foreign but strangely comfortable. He allowed himself to imagine a future, a home, a different life with Emily—dreams he had always considered frivolous suddenly felt attainable.

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Then came the night that changed everything. The night he would revisit in his nightmares for years to come. Emily had called him, her voice shaky, asking him to meet her urgently at their usual spot. When he arrived, he found her in tears.

“My dad’s gone,” she managed to say between sobs, “I can’t... I don’t know what to do.”

At that moment, as he held her close, trying to provide some semblance of comfort, a drunk driver swerved around the corner, losing control of the vehicle. James pushed Emily out of the way, but not far enough. The car struck her, and as she lay there, gasping for air, something inside James shattered.

“Stay with me, Emily,” he pleaded, his voice tinged with a desperation he’d never felt before. But it was too late. Her eyes met his one last time before glossing over, and just like that, she was gone.

That was the end of James’ brief dalliance with dreams of family and love. The accident served as a cruel reminder, reinforcing what life had been teaching him all along: Vulnerability led to pain, and dreams were the playgrounds of the naive.

He reverted to his old ways, more hardened and cynical than ever. Love, family, happiness—they were illusions, distractions that only led to heartache. In their wake, he built higher walls, perfected his armor, and vowed never to let anyone get close enough to hurt him again. From then on, power and control became his sole pursuits. If he couldn’t have love, he’d have something even more potent—fear and respect.

The River of Forgotten Dreams released its hold on James, the memories fading into the mist as if they had never been. But they had been, and he knew those moments, those choices, had made him who he was today—relentlessly focused on rising to the top, no matter the cost. And yet, despite the icy resolve that had come to define him, a small, almost invisible crack appeared in his armor, a break only he knew existed.

The journey continued, but James couldn’t shake off the lingering weight of his past. As he walked beside Elion on the old stone bridge, he wondered if the man beside him could ever understand the lifetime of experiences that had shaped his worldview. And deep down, a part of him questioned whether that worldview was as infallible as he had always believed it to be.

The river, relentless in its psychological onslaught, granted James one final vision. This time, he was a bit older, standing at a bus station with a duffel bag slung over his shoulder. His ticket read, "One-way to Boston," but James knew it was more than a geographic transition. It was an escape, an escape from the life that had hardened him, an escape to a future that promised so much more.

The bus station was mostly empty, save for a few weary travelers and an old janitor mopping the floors. James felt his phone vibrate; it was a message from Robbie, an old classmate. "Hey, man. I heard you're heading off to college. Best of luck." The simplicity of the text gnawed at him. It starkly contrasted the complexity of what he had done to get that college ticket.

Robbie had been his classmate since middle school, the model student, dedicated and intelligent. They were both competing for a scholarship to an Ivy League school, and it was widely accepted that Robbie would get it. But what no one knew was the treacherous act James had committed to secure his future.

His father had beaten him senseless the week before the entrance exams, leaving him with a busted lip and a black eye. While the physical injuries were debilitating, the mental trauma truly shattered him. He couldn't focus, couldn't study. In a moment of weakness, driven by envy, desperation, and anger, he had stolen Robbie's exam paper and switched it with his own. James got the scholarship, and while Robbie was left questioning his abilities, his future was abruptly yanked out from under him.

James boarded the bus, sitting near the back as it began its journey. The engine's hum was a constant drone, much like the nagging guilt that had taken up residence in the back of his mind. Robbie's future was ruined, and yet James was on his way to one of the most prestigious universities in the country. The world would soon know him as a brilliant young man, poised to become a titan of industry, all while he harbored a terrible secret.

In the years that followed, James did become that titan. He climbed corporate ladders, shattered glass ceilings, and built a life of influence and power. Yet, the theft of Robbie's exam remained his well-guarded secret, a hidden cornerstone of his towering empire. He was willing to go to any length to keep it that way, perpetuating that he was a self-made success, a man who had risen from nothing to attain everything.

As the bus trundled on, the young James looked out the window, his reflection staring back at him through the dark glass. A sense of achievement washed over him, but it was tainted, tainted by the cost at which it had come. He promised himself then and there that he would do whatever it took to protect his new life, even if that meant leaving a trail of destruction in his wake.

The River of Forgotten Dreams faded back into reality, its spectral waters relinquishing their grip on James' mind. As he snapped back into the present, walking beside Elion toward their uncertain future, he felt a renewed sense of determination. He had fought for his position in life, compromised his morals, and buried his guilt deep within him. He had become a paragon of ruthless ambition, a man who took what he wanted, consequences be damned.

But as he looked at the endless expanse of the river, he found himself asking: at what cost? He had everything he had ever desired—power, respect, control—yet the weight of his past actions hung around him like a leaden shroud.

The question lingered, unanswered, as they continued their journey. One thing was sure: James would guard his secrets fiercely, as he always had. For he knew that even a single crack in his carefully constructed facade could bring everything crashing down. And that was a risk he was not willing to take.

As James and Elion continued along the bridge, a strange calm settled over the water. A misty form began to rise, merging into a figure that was both fluid and solid, the essence of the river personified.

"Greetings, travelers," said the Spirit of the River. "I am the guardian of these waters, the keeper of forgotten dreams and buried memories."

Elion bowed respectfully, but the Spirit turned its gaze squarely on James.

"I sense in you a fierce commitment to your truth, however dark that may be. Few possess such raw authenticity," the Spirit said.

Before James could respond, the mist around him thickened, and he found himself in another vision. This time, he was in a familiar cityscape but with a noticeable difference—magic seemed to flow through the very air. Swords hung at his hip, gleaming ominously in the moonlight.

He looked every bit the warrior, a man in complete control of his environment. There was no sign of Elion; instead, the shadowy figure from before stood a few yards away, bristling with dark energy.

"So, we meet again," said the figure, drawing a curved blade from its sheath.

Without a word, James drew his swords, feeling the surge of magic pulse through his veins. A vicious duel commenced, each fighter a perfect match for the other, but the shadowy figure seemed to falter under James's relentless assault. Finally, with a swift stroke, James disarmed his opponent, holding a blade to the figure's throat.

"Do you yield?" James hissed.

"I yield," said the shadowy figure, seething with humiliation.

With that, the vision dissolved, and James was back on the riverbank, the Spirit of the River still staring intently at him.

"You see, James, the future is a tapestry woven from the threads of our choices," said the Spirit. "You could be a man of immense power and influence, not just in your time but in any time. And all because you live your truth, however complicated and morally grey it may be."

James felt a mixture of awe and trepidation. "And what if my truth leads to suffering for others?"

"The river loves those who stay true to themselves," the Spirit replied. "Whether you are deemed 'good' or 'bad' by the world, if you are authentic in your actions and desires, you are in harmony with the essence of existence. Pretending to be virtuous when you are not is a greater sin, for it muddles the waters of truth."

"So you're saying it's better to be an honest villain than a hypocritical hero?" James questioned, intrigued.

"Exactly," the Spirit said. "Truth to oneself is the greatest truth of all. I will give you this advice, though: sometimes, even if we are true to ourselves, it does not mean we cannot change. Authenticity also includes the ability to change with evolving truths. Keep that in mind, James, or it may well be the end of you someday.”

Elion looked troubled, but before he could speak, the Spirit turned back to the water, its form dissipating into the gentle flow of the River of Forgotten Dreams.

As they resumed their journey, James felt invigorated, his step lighter. The vision had shown him a future where he was influential, respected, and a force to be reckoned with. And all he had to do was continue being himself—ruthless, cunning, and unapologetically ambitious.

Elion seemed lost in thought, his expression tinged with concern, but James wasn't troubled by it. Let Elion ponder over morals and ethics; James knew where he stood.

He'd seen a glimpse of his future, a tantalizing peek at the potential ahead. And for the first time since he'd found himself stranded in this unfamiliar world, James felt a sense of belonging, a sense of home.

He may not have fully embraced the concept of magic or the fanciful philosophies of the new world, but he knew one thing: the River of Forgotten Dreams had shown him a path, one that he would follow, regardless of where it led or who he had to become to walk it. For in that ruthless truth, James found his purpose, which he would pursue to the ends of the earth, no matter the cost.

As James and Elion stepped away from the mystical aura of the River of Forgotten Dreams, Elion turned to him; concern etched on his weathered face. "The River has revealed much, but you seem different, James. Are you alright?"

"I saw my future, Elion. And it's the power in that future I intend to wield," James said, his eyes narrowing as if trying to bring that vivid vision back into focus.

Elion sighed, years of wisdom visible in his gaze. "Visions are not promises; they're warnings. What you saw could become reality, but at what price? The River also dredges up past experiences, past pains, so we can learn, perhaps even heal."

James chuckled bitterly. "Heal? Some experiences leave marks, Elion. They don't vanish; they shape you, make you resilient, teach you to endure."

"That's a cynical way to see it," Elion said. "These marks, these scars don't have to define you, James. How you rise above them does. If you allow them to close, to heal, they can no longer control you."

"You say it as if it's simple," James retorted. "As if you can decide to improve, you're suddenly transformed. Life is more complex. Sometimes, these experiences fuel you; they remind you of your battles, what you risk losing."

"I've lived long enough to know a life harboring old scars is incomplete," Elion said softly. "And it's perilous. Holding onto them makes you vulnerable to darker paths, offering power but stripping away your humanity."

"Humanity is overrated when survival is your daily struggle," James said. "In my world, it's fend for yourself. Nothing's given; you take it. If darker powers give me an edge, then so be it."

Elion looked at James, a mix of sadness and apprehension in his eyes. "Such darkness isn't merely a tool, James. It infiltrates you, altering your very essence. Once it takes root, it's tough to expel."

"And who says the person I become isn't who I should be?" James argued. "Maybe embracing that darkness is the ultimate form of authenticity."

Elion shook his head. "Destiny isn't some fixed fate, James. It's built on choices. The question isn't who you should be but who you choose to be."

"And I choose power, Elion because power means freedom. The freedom to do anything, be anyone," James said, resolve in his eyes.

"You mistake power for freedom when it often becomes a shackle. Real liberation comes from self-understanding, from not letting past experiences control you," Elion argued.

"We'll have to agree to disagree," James said, ending the discussion. "But thanks for the concern. It’s misplaced but appreciated. I don’t want to return to the past when I had a great present and a possibly better future.”

As they resumed their journey, Elion felt a gnawing worry. James was strong and intelligent, but his past left indelible marks. Marks that could make him susceptible to quick fixes and deceptive promises of power. And despite all his wisdom, Elion questioned if he could protect James from a destiny where those scars led him astray. Or he wondered if maybe James would find his ending on this path. After all, some wounds don’t heal

Elion watched James march ahead, his gait full of unyielding resolve. For a moment, the older man wondered if perhaps the best lesson was the one life itself would teach James. As they walked, he broke the silence, a smile tinting his words.

"You remind me of a younger version of myself, you know. Same tenacity, same stubbornness," Elion began, kicking a small stone out of his path.

James chuckled. "I find that hard to believe. You seem like the type who’s always known his way."

"Ah, appearances can be deceiving," Elion replied. "I was once a hothead, convinced that I could master the world through sheer force of will. It took years of joy and sorrow to learn that the world isn’t a puzzle to be solved, but a tapestry to be woven."

"A tapestry woven by whom?" James asked, his curiosity piqued.

"By everyone who lives in it. Every decision we make, every path we choose adds another thread," Elion elaborated.

"Quite poetic, but life isn't a fairytale, Elion. It's a series of opportunities. You either seize them, or they slip through your fingers," James countered.

Elion sighed, the weight of decades settling into his gaze. "There are some things in life, my friend, that you can't grasp, no matter how tightly you clench your fist. The pursuit of power, for instance, is a slippery slope. It gives you the illusion of control when, in reality, you're but a leaf floating on the river of destiny."

"Ah, more river analogies. How fitting," James remarked, his tone tinged with irony. "But tell me, if we're all just leaves on a river, what's the point of striving for anything?"

Elion chuckled. "The point is to steer as best as you can, to engage with the current rather than letting it carry you aimlessly. But, most importantly, it’s to appreciate the scenery, the fellow leaves, if you will, along the way."

James shook his head. "I don't have time for fellow leaves. My focus is the destination. Besides, connections bring complications."

"Isolation brings stagnation," Elion retorted, a smile curving his lips. "It's in our bonds with others that we find the mirror reflecting our true selves. There’s a different kind of wisdom, a different kind of power in connection and vulnerability."

"Vulnerability seems more like weakness from where I'm standing," James said, skeptical. "In my world, showing your underbelly gets you gutted."

"Ah, but a life lived behind walls is a life half-lived," Elion responded, his voice tinged with sadness. "It's like sailing through a storm with an anchor weighing you down."

"I’m more interested in weathering the storm than in enjoying the rainbow that might follow," James said, steadfast.

Elion sighed, realizing that their worldviews might be parallel lines—forever close but never intersecting. "You know, sometimes the best way to help someone is to let them reach their own conclusions. Life has a way of imparting its lessons, whether we’re prepared to listen or not."

"So, you're giving up on enlightening me?" James asked, a touch of amusement in his voice.

"Enlightenment isn't something one person can give another. It's a path each must walk themselves," Elion said

softly. "If your pursuit of power is what you genuinely believe will bring you happiness, who am I to stop you? But remember, the forest is dense and full of forks. Don’t be so focused on your destination that you miss the signs pointing toward a richer journey."

"As always, you speak in riddles and metaphors," James said, smiling despite himself.

"As long as they make you ponder, even just a bit, my work here is done," Elion quipped, a twinkle in his eye.

As they moved on, Elion couldn't help but feel a concoction of hope and concern. Hope that James would, in time, learn the limits of his ideology, and concern for what it would cost him to learn that lesson. Despite the tension of their different outlooks, Elion sensed a burgeoning camaraderie, a companionship woven from threads of mutual respect, if not shared beliefs. Perhaps that was the best he could hope for, Elion mused. After all, even parallel lines, in their perfect, lonely symmetry, create a path—a path that could lead to places neither could reach alone.