Sounds of people crying suddenly started fading...

The bright light blinding me a few moments ago started fading and everything started getting dark...very dark...so dark, I couldn't even see my body when I opened my eyes...

Suddenly I felt like I started falling similar to when you get that feeling of falling on the bed...I was surprised but I didn't feel much... I felt empty...I pretty much felt dead...

I realized that even after about 2 minutes I was still falling.. the fall felt endless and it didn't seem like I was going fast...it was a smooth and slow fall...you could even say it was relaxing and it made me feel safe.

As I was falling into what seemed like an endless and pitch-black environment, my mind started overflowing with memories. I didn't know what was happening to me. All of a sudden my mind was engulfed with flashing images. It was as if I was seeing my life from someone else's perspective, feelings overflowed me and I suddenly gasped, realizing what was going on with me.

"I died..am I dead?" I said with a sad and slightly surprised tone.

Afterwards, I started moving my body around...it felt light and easy to control even when I was falling...this definitely isn't the real world...everything from the fact that my body felt weightless to the way I was falling. This reminded me about people posting near-death experiences on the internet saying that it was an out of this world experience...I never doubted them, but, now that I'm experiencing it myself it sure is an otherworldly experience.

After that my fall suddenly slowed down, I started having feelings of regret, I started thinking about all of my mistakes and it was as if I could see the whole path of my life. I could see with perfect precision every single experience I had in my life, from being born to the last breath I had. I instantly started getting ideas about what I could have done better, regrets, moments of happiness, sadness, even that one time when I loved...but one thing that made me feel the absolute worst I've ever felt was that I had no idea what I was doing, it seems like in my own life I forgot about myself and just lived based of the ideas that had been engraved in my head since my childhood.

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"What was I doing this whole time?.." I said after thinking about it for a bit.

Suddenly I started talking to myself saying "Is this the life I wanted?..Is this really what I thought was considered a good life?" then with the saddest tone I had, I said, "I'm disappointed with myself..."

I remembered people always praising me for being born special, and talented. I had the best grades at my school, graduated with the best score in one of the best universities in the world, I was the CEO of one of the most successful companies in the world, it all felt like it went as planned, everyone around me was proud, yet, its as if the world I have been living this whole time wasn't for me. I never really gave it much thought back when I was alive but I always had a weird feeling that this world never felt like my home. I wasn't lonely or anything but I always felt forced to live thinking this is just life and there's nothing more to it. I always considered that my life was going perfectly since there were people I was a role model for, I was always was considered perfect, my parents always said they were proud, people I cherished always believed this is the best way anyone could ever live, but I never understood what was special in my life all I thought was that because everyone said all those things that's who I am and never bothered to make any more connections. I thought about it when I was alive but never felt anything about it, why am I having this feeling right now?

"Why now when I'm as good as dead?.." I said with a questioning and a mournful tone.

Suddenly...

While I was processing my feelings...

I saw a bright light shine below me.

Then I started falling rapidly to the point the light started to spaghettify, if I could describe how it felt it's as if I was travelling at the speed of light or even inside a black hole?

The closer I got, it felt like my mind was being messed around with and suddenly I heard a loud but soothing voice, almost godlike if I could describe the feeling I got when I heard it.

"You are interesting..."

After that well...

I saw a woman and a man.

They were a good looking couple. The woman seemed like she was serious and elegant, I could tell she has a lot of respect, the man on the other hand...It seems like he is a fun person and has an energetic feel to him...wait a minute...

Am I a baby??!