Cramp place bulky bed-hard as a rock is where I woke up. I got used to it for almost a year of sleeping in here. 

I've been leaving this place within an unknown world, the last time I remember is my own room, readying my bed and going to sleep planning on the thing I need to do for the next day.

 I can't seem to get used in this scenery, the feeling of inside, a historical movie with a pinch Of fantasy until Now I still can't put the whole idea of it in my head that I was reborn in a world far from my old one and with my memory intact. 

The people in this world mostly depend on magus, but not everyone is born able to utilize it. I was born to a commoner family with a loving father, kind mother and sweet older and little brother. 

"Ame, we need to get going, its getting dark"

Said by Farland my older brother

"Yes, I'm coming, We didn't get enough herb, will this do?"

I reply while holding a basket containing different Plant leaves and roots, Farland is working under a magus as an apprentice, he got a task to acquire herb in the forest and I tag along.

"This is enough if sir Moizel needs more I just need to go back here tomorrow." 

He said while extending his hand to me looking at his eyes, I took his hand and smile thinking 

'He's really nice'

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As we walk through the forest holding hand. It was sundown when we reach the wooden gate of the Maidan village, it was the furthest from the central city, Bruiein, of the Methyein country,

there are only hundred villagers inhabiting this village and the distance from the central cause the scarcity of resources.

Walking for a while, we reach our home

Opening the door,

I saw mother preparing dinner. 

"Ame, Farland come inside and wash your hand the dinner is ready"

Smile plaster on her face while glancing to our side and continue in what she's doing.

" Yes mother"

Both me in my brother said 

before finally coming inside the house.

Looking at her unnoticed I was secretly relieved to see her talking, smiling or just start living again.

It been a year when my father died, he was executed due to biased accusation of working with slave seller by a noble, without a proper trial my father died,

the shock of her husband death make my mother break down and loss his will, not talking, 

not speaking just staying still staring to the window from her room every day,

but for the last 6 months 

she started talking and even for a little smile again.

Farland started working at the nearest city from us, Lafayette,to cover the hole that my father leaves and for as to get by.

"Ame"

I feel a pull on my shirt That draws me from my thought, turning my eyes to the side I saw my brother Xenon, younger by 2 years.

"let's play Ame"

"sure but let's eat first"

Grabbing his hand to the dining table.

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When night came, I waited till everyone is asleep before I quietly rise to look under the bed and slowly pull a box,

inside is a notebook with a brown cover, it contained my thought and memory of my past life.

It might be my pride driving me to remember my past life and can't let go, even with a kind family that I was given in this life there still a part of me that miss and yearn my old life with my family and friend even if it appears unfair of me the wish to go back is still lingering on my heart.