When Amanda was 10 years old she was beginning to plan the first murder. The voice helped her, they decided to kill a human when she became 20 years old. She started to read a lot about serial killers. The Voice helped her in this planning. She read about they moist notorius killers, for example Theodore Robert Bundy, Alexsander Pichusihin, John Wayne Gacy, Jeffrey Dahmer, Ed Gein and Aileen Wuornos. She was going to be just like them, the only difference? She wasn’t going to be caught by the authorities. She and the voice had made up a list to follow

* Make a good front – Make a good life, get married and have kids.”

* Find the victim – somebody who wouldn’t be missed.

* always wear gloves – never leave any DNA

* Place? – put plastic all over the place she was going too this

* How?

She decided the first murder was going to be committed on her 20th birthday. So she had about 10 years. So they hadn’t been talking about killing and the disposal of anything. Don’t be lazy and cocky. That was how her favorite murderer was caught, Theodore Robert Bundy or Ted Bundy. He was handsome and charming. But he raped his victims. Something she would never do. She wouldn’t eat her victims either, even though The Voice said they wanted to. She asked they voice “What should I call you?” The Voice answered “How about Ted?” Amanda smirked. She liked that. She went online to look at ways to get rid of a body. There were a lot of ways and she got exited, the more she read the more exited she got. She also had to make a good front, but she wasn’t going to think about that yet. She was only ten years old. She talked a lot with Ted, it was nice to have a friend that shared the same hobby. And he had many wonderful ideas.

When she was 13 she had a few ways to get rid of a body, for example to use Alkaline Hydrolysis. She could also use acid, or chop the body up and bury it in a few different places. It was fun to plan out the murder. She went down stairs and grabbed a banana. When she turned around, she saw her mom. Guðrún said “hey honey, what are you thinking about? You are so deep in thought.” Amanda said she was thinking about her birthday which was coming up next Saturday. She said that she wanted a small party, just the family and her two friends. And go out to eat and then a movie. Her mom liked that. Her dad sat in his chair in the living room and read the newspaper. “Hey dad!” Amanda said “can I go and eat with Sigga at McDonalds?” Her father said yes and handed her some money “have fun love.” She smiled and went upstairs to her room. She picked up her backpack, it was her “killer” backpack. It had a knife, a rope and a water bottle. Some sanitary wipes also. She went outside and stopped by the shop, she bought a sandwich. Then she walked to the forest. She hoped she would find a stray cat or something. It was a big forest, it was easy to get lost. But thankfully she had a spot that she often sat at and talked to Ted. She sat down. She stared by planning with Ted how to kill. “An axe, knife, strangle, saw, a gun?” talking outloud. No they weren’t sure how. But she liked the feeling of strangling and stabbing. She wanted to try to kill with an axe but guns did not excite her. She liked that when she stabbed animals that the blood went everywhere. Especially when it went on her face, when it ran down her chin, but it was messy, so when she’d kill a human she would put plastic everywhere, and some simple clothes that would burn easily. The voice asked her if she wanted to rape the bodies or maybe while they were alive. No she had no interest in sex or boys or girls. But maybe that was normal since she was only 13.

She had never been attracted to anyone, but she knew she was popular among the boys at her school. She had been asked to quite a few dates and her friends were jealous of her. Ted said all of a sudden “how about strangling them?” Ted laughed rather creepily. Amanda thought that was a great idea. She liked the way the life went out of their eyes while she strangled them. But to strangle somebody takes tie and power so she had to be fit. Always. So she decided so start working out. All of a sudden, she saw a big dog. “Perfect” they thought. She got the dog to come to her. She was going to reach in her bag and stab the dog but then she heard “here boy! Where are you?”

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A man appeared in her place. He said to her “why are you here alone, a young girl like you could get lost.” The man seemed harmless, oh how she wanted to kill him. But they weren’t ready. She laughed “no I have been here many times. It’s peaceful and I know how to get home.” He smiled, took the dog and went on his way. She wasn’t happy about this, but Ted said she needed to be calm. The big moment would come but they had to be patient, get ready. Amanda agreed and they started to walk home. She saw a cat trying to chasing squirrel. She made it come to her. “YES!” she thought. She took the cat, put her hands around its neck and squeezed. She looked it right in the eyes as she squeezed harder. The cat fought back and made a gurgling sound. She saw the life drain from the cat’s eyes and it stopped fighting. She took the head and twisted it. It was dead, the feeling was liberating, like when a drug addict gets their fix.

Her phone rang, it was Sigga, she sounded excited. “Hey! Come to McDonalds, we are getting fries and I will tell you about my date!” Amanda said she was going to come. They hung up and Amanda moaned, a freaking date story, she had no interest in such thing. But she needed to seem normal. She started walking and soon she came to McDonalds, they were at their usual table. When Sigga saw her, she ran up to her and said “I just lost my virginity!” Amanda pretended to be excited and she sat down, “did you order some fries?”Alexa nodded and turned to Sigga again. Amanda didn’t really understand why a 16 year old would date a 13 year old, pedophile much?

Sigga started to talk about her date, “he picked me up on his bike, and we drove to his house. He had a movie and some snacks ready. He…” Amanda lost interest and started to drift off. Then she heard Sigga tell them “… It hurt a little bit and...” Amanda said “it isn’t supposed to hurt though. I read about it.” Alexa said “but we have always heard that it hurts?” Amanda said “Yeah, it’s a common myth. If you take it easy and maybe use lube it isn’t supposed to hurt. Did it ever feel good?” Sigga answered “no.. maybe next time.”

A guy came with the fries to their table. He saw Amanda and winked at her. Amanda didn’t seem to notice. Alexa said to her “AMANDA! You didn’t notice!” “notice what?” asked Amanda. Sigga said “This is why you can’t get a boyfriend. You never notice guys. Are you a lesbian?” The girls smiled. Amanda said she wasn’t sure, she hadn’t thought of that. Then she said, “I just don’t want to get into a relationship until I finish school”

The girls didn’t agree with that logic but Amanda understood. She had read about it and girls their age were so interested in boys and that kind of stuff. They finished their fries and stood up. They said their goodbyes and Amanda walked home. When she got home her mom asked “Hey honey, was it fun?” Amanda replied “Yeah it’s always fun with the girls. But I’m going to go to my room nowto study Then to sleep.” Her mother smiled and thought, she had such an easy teenager. God knows her sister wasn’t, at 13 she was sneaking out to parties and meeting boys. Her brother was already doing drugs. She was proud of her daughter. This night Elísa came home early, to her mother’s surprise. “hey, honey.” Elísa just walked past her and said “mom, I’m not in the mood to talk.” She went up to Amanda´s room and laid on her bed. She sighed and said “Amanda can I tell you something. You cant tell mom! I will kill you if you do.” That amanda thought was funny since she was the one who did the killing and sid yes “Okay, so don’t judge me, but I think I´m pregnant.” There was silence then Amanda said “you know you can’t keep that from mom and dad forever.” She sighed louder “I know, I know, but I don’t know how to tell them.” Amanda said she had no advice for her. Elísa went out the door and said “I’ll just come clean.” Amanda stood up and closed the door. She put her headphones in and began to study. She wasn’t really in the mood to hear the argument.