here is the new chapter. :D

i hope you will enjoy... oh by the way, just for you to know, this planet is a lot bigger then earth and a day and years are twice as much as in the earth. :)

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I have always had a hard life … my mother died, while giving me a birth… after that my father started to drink a lot gamble… every time then he had a chance he were blaming me for, that I was the one who killed my mother.

The only good person for me was my grandma. She was the one, who were taking care of me, while I was little.

After I become five I started to work for a nearly store. An owner was an old friend of my mother, and were pitying me. 

He have thought me some etiquette and some basic calculation as well as basic reading. Well I to had a really cute face to, so people liked to buy things from me…

He always liked to say that then I turn eight I should marry his son… well I didn’t disliked him… he wasn’t a most beautiful guy… average I guess… and he was kind of a prevent… he thought, that I haven’t saw, but he always were trying to stare at my ass... he even had that kind of technic…

He would wait until I will start to go towards him, and then he would turn his back to me and start to look at something.

After I would go past him, it was like it wasn’t him, who started to look toward my ass, but it was my ass, who have come in the line of his sight and he couldn’t help it.

But well, he was at last smart… I would probably had a good life with him…. Although it seems, that gods didn’t want that….

Then I was a seven, my father lost me in a card game for some pig. If not for grandma, who have heard about it from the neighbor and telling me to run away, now I probably would be some kind of doll in the red light district, who is worth less than a dog…

Well, because I have  to run away my grandma didn’t have it really good… after whose bastard have come to my place, while I was jumping through the window, I saw with my own eyes how one of whose bastards have drove a knife intro her chest…

Because I managed to escape my father to probably didn’t have an easy life… I have heard, that that pig, that I was sold off to had a pig farm… he has probably have become a food for them…

Well, after I have run away from my home, I knew that I can’t stay in this town any longer, because subordinates of the pig, would surely find me…

So i was running away… I was running and running. When not even one day have passed, from that days events, I had one really painful lesson.

Don’t go to the forest alone, if you haven’t been in were before…

Yeah I know that this is elementary knowledge… but at, that time I was scared… I was scared of people because I thought, that everyone are that pigs subordinates.

And after somebody has started to shout towards me, I without looking back decided to try to hide myself in the forest….

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Oh, how wrong I was… after a five hours in the darkness, my fear for a people have completely vanished…

After I have saw some bonfire, I have started to run towards it without looking back… that was my second lesson.

If you see some light in the forest, don’t think that you will meet some happy family, who have come for a picnic… at last not in this world….

Then I have ran to place were a light was coming from and saw a faces of people in were, the same moment I have decided to turn around and run to the same place from  there I have come from..

Unfortunately again… I have decided to do the right choice to late… not even a five minutes after I have meet those people, I was already nude and on my back…

The only thing, what have saved me at that moment was my screams. “ please don’t do it I am a virginnn… please don’t!....”

Whose monsters didn’t done it. In this world, virgin can be sold for a lot of money.

So in a couple of days my life, from a shop worker, have become one of the slaves in the auction.

At that time I was already without hope and even thinking, that maybe I should have tried my luck with that pig… I am a beautiful girl… maybe he would have taken a liking of me and would have keep for himself or his kids…

After my little chat with a slave trader, I have made him really delighted…

He was really happy to know, that I have knew basic arithmetic and even know how to read. That meant that he will be able to sell me for more money.

And the thing, what made me really delighted was that I am going to be sold to some noble house.

It seems that a lady of the house took pity of me, while her husband didn’t disagree, because he took a liking of me for other reasons.

Well, either way this is how my life become like this. A maid of the local earl…

because my lady was pregnant, and the lord was still young, my life in this castle was pretty good.

If we were living in some other kingdom, then I guess my life would have been even better, as there man could have a lot of wifes and concubines…

Unfortunately a god that is looking over our kingdom is woman, and she doesn’t like whose kind of things, although I heard, that some bigger noble houses doesn’t really cear…

After a couple of month of this kind of life an earls kid was born…

A really beautiful boy, with a big blue eyes…

The strangest think about him was, that after his own birth he didn’t cry.

If not for his eyes, that was moving from one person to another, you could have thought, that he was death.

But then, after a couple of seconds he have started to cry with all his might. Everybody though that that was strange, but nobody has said anything, but just looked at the lady, who was too crying from the joy.