In a place full of enthusiastic and young people, called School, there was a girl with a dull appearance. She seemed to be a bore and she who was avoided was targeted as prey. Now there she was, in a soaking uniform, she was sitting in the toilet where no one was there for now. Tears from her eyes were flowing drop by drop. The box for lunch and the books were blown over the floor.

She seemed to be in pain.

She seemed to be in agony.

She seemed to be hopeless.

She seemed to seek an end.

{Ah, it was me.}

I was startled awake from a memory I called a nightmare. Gasp made me lose control of breath.

What happened ? Where am I?

The scent of earthly I got and the glowing blue crystals I saw. With this silence, this darkness, this feeling of my body, I don't need to know anymore. Things that happened I forgot for a seconds kept entering my eyes and crashing me.

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Abruptly, fear and anxiety were raised in my mind. I touched the middle of my body with my creeper, my hand. There was no hollow and black blood. It seemed to be completely fine. I was so confused and unpleasant. The body I was pierced kept playing in my mind and made me vomit.

Had't I die? Why am I still here? Why am I still a Monster ?

In a panic, I quickly looked around and prepared to run, but not this time I didn't see the five men.

Instead, I saw the light tree in the middle of darkness, in a so-called cave. The tree was big and the whole tree was glowing from blue to green, from green to red, slowly repeating. If so, with more leaves, I thought it was more beautiful, but the tree seemed to dry and the leaves were sparse and very few.

Gentle light from trees gives the whole cave serene. Beautiful and fascinating with an awe that made me cease , even gave it a name called Tree of Adam?

Suddenly , a glowing leaf fell slowly from a tree. When it touched the ground , it vaporized. The gentle light composed me feel calm. And I supposed that I was in a different place but in the same cave and also the same body.

{What is going to happen to me?

I am scared. I am scared.}

At the same time, I lay down on the ground and then tears came from my eyes. But now, unlike back there, there are no more white tears but black, so called Monster Tears? Fear and anxiety raised from my mind does not give more trouble than I used to now.

"Why am I in this hellish place because of what I did wrong ?

I don't remember wronging anything or anyone.

It is really painful.

It is really painful.

I have felt pain my whole previous life.

Was it not enough?

Now here?

Please give me a break.

What exactly did I do wrong ?

Why? Why?

I want to be free."

I shouted again and again.

Only Monster howls from my mouth echoed the cave.

And then there was nothing apart from a cold and silent cave.

After a while, I gave up - that seemed to be my mind blank. Not feelings. Nothing hurts me anymore, but I feel comfortable. Tears stopped.

Is it because I wished for freedom?