Walking out of the alleyway, Rose arrived at the streets with her ragged appearance as she walked. People around her started whispering and making small comments about her appearance while some openly laughed. However, Rose didn't care. She thinks that it is useless to think of such things now.

She had always try to change her appearance and it was of no use, because for some strange reason, no matter how much or hard she trained, she couldn't lose that weight. She was constantly depressed and thus ate a lot. Which made her really fat. She had long curly blond hair that went pass her shoulders which made her look creepy like a ghost. She wore a long blue skirt and a large sweater. It made her look even more horrifying.

No one ever liked her because of her appearance.

As she was walking, she hailed a taxi and went home. As she entered the 2 story brick house, she took off her shoes and walked upstairs. Arriving at the top of the stairs, a soft and devil like voice rang out from downstairs. "Oh? Your home? Oh my god! Piggy, I know that you are disgusting, but did you play with pigs? Did you roll in the mud with them? Geez, you look dirtier than usual. Don't touch anything okay?" the speaker laughed and said with a hint of mockery.

Rose, who heard that voice, her mood became gloomier. She turned her head and looked at the speaker. It was her Elder sister. Her elder sister name is Jade Crim. She is 20 years old and a famous celebrity. She is a popular and beautiful singer. She is 176cm tall which is quite tall, which goes a long with her slender body. She has blond hair with some brown highlights and a cute face.

Looking into Jade's eyes, Rose felt a shiver run down her back, but she quickly dismissed it and quickly turned her face away as she ran towards her room. "Oh!? You bitch! You dare to- oh well, who cares" Jade shrugged her shoulders and walked off.

Opening the door to her room, Rose slammed the door and locked it. 'Damn...why?' tears fell out of eyes as she sat down learning against the door as she curled up into a ball. After a few minutes, she stopped crying and got up. "Okay....lets do this" she walked up towards her desk and ripped off a piece of paper and grabbed a pen to write on it.

After she finished writing, she put the paper and pen down and went towards her closet. She started packing her clothes and all the items she needed. She then lifted up her her luggage and left her room. 'To do this, I shouldn't worry them too much' Rose thought as she walked down the stairs. As she got down the stairs, two figures appeared from the living room. "Huh? Rose? What are you doing?" a soft melancholic voice rang out. "Mum...." Rose looked at her mother who is stunningly beautiful for a middle aged woman.

"The luggage....hmph! Running away?! So pathetic. Can't believe your even my daughter" A cold and rough voice came from the middle aged man next to her mother. "Dad..." Rose looking a the beautiful couple smiled wryly and said "I-I forgot to tell you guys, I want t-to try and live outside alone. In a-a apartment.... I want t-to try being alone on my o-own" Rose stuttered nervously. She inwardly cursed her self for being so nervous and pathetic. "Uh..." her mother muttered as she looked at her daughter with a soft and sad gaze.

Almost as feeling her gaze, Rose's heart began beating wildly as she started to sweat profusely. "Good. We can finally get- I mean, at least your doing something responsible....and mature" her father smiled. But Rose knew, she knew that everyone wanted her to go, to leave their house. They had tried to her make her leave numerous times but it had failed and if they were to openly do it then, they would definitely lose face. "U-uh... yeah....goodbye.." and Rose quickly rushed out of the house with her luggage as she put on her hood.

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"No wait! Rose!" her mother shouted, but it was too late and as rose had already left. "Oh....honey....forget about her. She'll.....be fine in some way.... now life, will be much... easier" the father said smiling as he rubbed his wife's shoulder. Deep down inside, Rose's father, is a wicked and cold hearted person. In the world of business, it is difficult to maintain your position, since there are many fierce competition and enemies and sometimes, they get involved with the underworld and do 'business'. Thus, her father really despises Rose, even though she is his own daughter. She doesn't give her face, so why should he? This logic, makes many despise him.

"Rose...." her mother silently wiped off her tears as walked away with her husband. 

Meanwhile, Rose was running in the dark night. The cloud that covered the sky was very gloomy. Soon, rain began to fall down. At first, it was simple spitting, but then, it began to fall down heavily like a downpour. "Ah!" Rose tripped and fell down onto the hard and cold wet concrete surface. "Wuu.....*sniff* goodbye...." she muttered as she stood up and ran towards a building. After doing some paperwork, she went upstairs and into a room. 

The room, is hers, well now it is as she had just bought an apartment room. She put down her luggage and began to unpack. Although the room was empty with 2 bedrooms, 1 kitchen, 1 living room and 1 bathroom. She went into one of the bedrooms and placed down her sleeping bag, laptop and etc.

After that, she finished unpacking and had settle down. She went into the bathroom and took a bath. She then finished bathing and got changed. After changing into her blue jeans and red t-shirt, she wore a black jacket with a hood and left the apartment.

After leaving the building, she walked to a steel bridge which had cars passing by after a 30 minute slow walk. She walked towards the middle of the bridge and grabbed the rail. She stood there silently for a while. She then opened her mouth and at the same time, tears fell "I, Rose Crim am nothing more than a loser....*sniff* I hate my life.....I hate my family.... i hate Paul.....I hate everyone.....but the person.... I hate the most....is MYSELF! WAAAAH......" she cried out loud as she looked towards the sky.

The sky, is however, covered. Covered with the clouds which look darker than before and gloomier. As Rose was walking towards the bridge, it was a downpour but now, it was a storm. Rain was heavily falling down and lightning began to strike down causing loud booming sounds.

"Goodbye world...no more...even though I lied saying that....I left...on that paper.... I am leaving....not this country....but this world..." she tightly held the rail. 

"Maybe... in the next life.... I can find happiness...." tears fell down as she cried.

"BOOM!" lighting fell once again and the heavy rain became even more fierce. If one were to look at rose, you wouldn't be able to discern the rain water and her own tears which fell down like a waterfall.

As she was about to climb over the rail, a voice rung out from behind. "You want to commit suicide? Are you sure that is what you really want?"