I feel like I need to give out a last and final warning before this story sets off, but if you find this too excessive then ignore this. 

It's best to quit this story early if you can't handle extremely horrible things with horrible endings. I don't mind. As I have stated in the summary this story is about an insane person that falls to the darkness with no way out. Therefore, my story's main character will have very different thoughts compared to a normal sane person. This is actually quite the challenge for me as I am not an insane person myself <.< >.>.

With the tragedy tag, please do expect the worse story-wise. (If I don't live up to 'the worse' then please PM me on how to make it an even better 'worse')

Though in this story even amongst the worse experience there's a tiny bit of hope if you readers haven't caught on yet. It's not really a spoiler or anything related to the story, but if you think of it from another perspective you'd see it. I, myself, had just realized it just a few moments ago. 

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Spoiler :

Even during her worse times that even death would have been better she still did not surrender and tried her best to live until she was killed. This shows that she is still struggling to keep hold of a tiny hope despite her horrendous experience.

 I know I'm still lacking in a lot of areas but I am willing to improve as long as I know about it. You can't fix what you don't know. Also, I am lazy so sometimes I will not do the background research and mess up big time. :< Do forgive this lazy NEET. (ᗒᗩᗕ)

That is all~ Enjoy the darkness!!

~ Your Lazy NEET Qingyue