A slice of life novel that follows the MC, John Warshire. In his daily life. Involving his school life, home life, and everything in between. DISCLAIMER: BOOK INCLUDES DEPRESSION, DRUGS, ABUSE, SELF-HARM, ETC. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE DON'T READ IT. John Warshire has to go to school while suffering. Having to fake his smile to the world. Going to school everyday with the sole purpose of making people laugh to forget his own troubles. Suffering from many mental illnesses he just wants to have someone to be there. Is it that easy? No. John has cried out many times for help. Bring thrown out by the people that he called family and trusted. Preparing to just fade away.