Dear Diary,
My name is Gwendolyn Avalyn. My family calls me Lyn.
Morgan says I wanted to be called Gwen, but I don’t remember that.
Morgan says I have to write to you every day so I can read this in the future.
I am Deaf.
I remember I was 8 years old, but Morgan says I’m 38! But I still look 8.
Morgan looks old. She looks like a mom now.
Morgan says I forgot things.
But I remember Crescent. I remember Moondial. I remember Papa.
I remember Rowan taught me magic.
Morgan says they’re all gone now.
I am sad.
Dear Diary,
I’m remembering new things, like Hinata.
I like Hinata. Hinata gives me blood in the morning and at night.
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Morgan likes Hinata, too. They’re married.
Morgan says they had a baby once but he died.
I like babies. Babies are cute.
I like our farm. We have goats. I like baby goats.
Dear Diary,
I don’t like the sun anymore. I get sunburns. I don’t like sunburns.
I have to stay indoors in the daytime.
Remember to avoid sunburns. I don’t like sunburns.
I like blood. I don’t remember why I drink blood.
But I remember a grey lady with pretty butterfly wings.
When I don’t drink blood, I get sick.
I get tired and then I act funny.
Morgan and Hinata don’t like it when I act funny.
Dear Diary,
Morgan says Raf is a big crab with tentacles now.
I like Raf better this way. He’s more fun.
Raf says his sign name is ‘Chosen.’
Raf only has one normal hand, so his signs can be hard to understand.
Raf says he has a bug in his ear that helps him remember things.
I wish I had a bug so I wouldn’t forget.
Raf lives in the forest by the fence.
I’m not allowed in the forest unless Morgan goes with me.
We visit Raf every night. Raf likes my illusions.
Dear Diary,
I’m getting better at magic.
Every full moon, I refill the illusion crystals with Morgan.
I’m tired for a few days after but Morgan makes me extra dessert.
And the selkies bring fish and help around the farm to say, ‘thank you.’
Plenty is my favorite selkie. He helps bring me blood.
Plenty is wise like Rowan.
I like his braids.
Morgan and Hinata act weird around Plenty. I think they both like him.