What is fear but a tool? What is pain but an instrument? What is murder but a teacher? Am I really happy? All questions you will ask yourself as you uncover the secrets of this novel. As you burrow deeper into the pages, you will start to see your reflection in the pages. A mirrored image of today's teens and how they quietly rebel against the social norms that aren't 'normal'. In this psychological thriller, Rose searches for her purpose in life all while being discouraged by the society that claims to support her. This is a chilling tale in which "The Female Mystique '' meets "American Psycho". Read at your own digression.