First things first I did not eat before the first or second time I died. Only the third. Next the things I ate described the time moving forward to where I began. An it was instant. Lastly it was cheerios originally and I asked God for something similar but better aka fruit loops. Next I looked around me and saw no way for warm food. So i thought microwave, microwave oven, oven, stove top, fridge, and freezer. Then finaly something spoke to me and told me about how to end a prayer as in amen. My family did not go to church and yet God allowed me who cant read or have fellowship to believe in him even though I did not know his son at this time. The Lord still acted. I admit a story like this is hard to organize especially where time has no meaning and living in the past even for a day can deviate from what happened before. The first and second death never happened and very little evidence would exist on the third and of course no death only a fall and due to my skull being soft still no real damage. I did not know how to roll. I am good with ideas but in execution I will make mistakes. So I rely on Gods judgement.

At  some point in time it is a nice day so I go outside and recolect what has happened. Note I do not go outside often and not without mom. I stay out until sunset. Everyday so far has been nice well I have never heard of rain. I never looked out the window either. I am hoping dad comes home before it gets dark. I gain focus as the sun goes down and think thats it. The sun just goes down. I ask God for hope of a new day and something when the sun goes down. Then the Lord gives sunsets and all its beauty as the sun disapears behind the horizon. I dont rememer seeing clouds before. I go back inside. Did I tell you my family only has one car at this time. No family had two cars. But we will get there soon. It was a toyota and it was moms dad couldnt afford it. Though dad was the only one who drove it. I beleive this story belongs here no gurantees though.

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Next mom, dad, and me go to a party. I meet dads friends 3 or 4 times in my life. Most would believe this as a deviation of the path to heaven. As this is my first time in the car and I am a kid still trying to take in his suroundings. I am loose in the back seat. After looking out the window I scoot over as I look in front of me nothing in car but spedometer rpm and gas gauges. There is a glove box. I scoot back over. I am scared of thinking. So I dont. I am bored. Dad starts yelling at mom. I have not seen any traffic signs or lights yet. I have seen maybe one or two cars nothing else. So I relax. Maybe we are fortunate. Dad calms down and says we are going to a party and you are the only child in attendance. I think totally inapropriate and boring. By the way mom has not said anything yet. Mom was totally being submissive. Dad was provoking mom not good. We park and leave the car. We go inside. I am left alone asap. I look for anything to do at a party. nothing.. absolutely nothing no one to talk to or would around me. I dont even see mom or dad. complete avoidance from everyone and everything. As I was walking back to the car via going from backyard and thru the house. I did something I regret. I asked God for music, beer, and drugs. I walked back. I asked God also for a two hours of no laws in affect on any of those three. During those two hours police sirens were constant. I did ask God to clean my system afterward and yes two hours later I got my way and we left. Leaving a child on his own at the age of 3 or 4 for 3 hours. Not cool. I doubt this actually hapened because I relived it and once the laws came into affect how could it happen. If they were all responsible people.