"While the pain of hiding one's weakness will eventually kill, bearing it makes one temporarily immortal."  It was a stupid quote that was obviously made by someone who'd thought contradictory equals deep. But standing balls-deep in the unforgiving bog known as showbiz, Kadar didn't have much choice but to follow it. Of course, just like the quotee himself, his life would come to an abrupt and unfulfilling end... Except it hadn't. Not really. Part of Kadar's soul now resides in another world where he is both aided and hindered by a curious Soul System that 'rewards' its user with the chance to temporarily return to their original life. But in a harsh world where power revolves around an individual's soul, can Kadar really survive with one split between three people and the instincts he'd developed from his past? ------------------------------------------------------- Chapters roughly 1000~3000 words. What to expect: - A character-driven progression isekai with a different take to 'returning home'. - Somewhat unique medieval/steampunk fantasy setting with grimdark aspects. - Soft LITRPG with originality and strong relevance to the story.  - Sprinkle of showbiz - Slow romance. Slice of life parts. Some comedy and dark tones. (Cover art by me)