A man consumed by painful memories decides to end it all. Something goes wrong. Join him on his journey to find joy and forget a past that taints his very soul with darkness. Live through his painful memories as he draws on them to try and navigate his new life. I will be drawing on my own life experiences to create this story. If you are not interested in stories or pain and loss, of heartache and sadness, of depression so deep seated that it taints everything it touches. Then this story is not for you.  Criticism of the writing is welcomed. Please remember though that the memories are real, the pain is real. It is mine and this is how I choose to let it go.