Caleb wasn't a normal guy. A maniac for thrills, he was. Diagnosed with CHD at 16, and all support cut off from his foster "family", he understood that there were no more chances of fun left in his life, so he decided to finally end it all. In his last dying breaths, after hearing an enchanting voice, he finds himself in the body of a baby in the middle of nowhere. Picked up by a passing clown troupe and hailed as an apostle of their goddess, Caleb—now Felix—finds himself thrown into a world of madness. Note: Mc is not a genius or something from the start, just a bit better than average. The cover is AI, the best I could find for free without much hassle. The prologue is set on an alternate earth, not ours. Anything same is purely coincidental. Please note 3 points: I am new to writing. English is my second language. I am writing this as a fling, so I might just stop. Due to personal reasons, I will not have a proper update schedule, so I will upload as soon as a chap is done. I thank you for tolerating me.