All I wanted was to be the same. All I wanted was to be able to cultivate. If I could cultivate once again . . . I would repay the debts that need to be repaid.  ---------------------------- The is my first novel, so don't expect too much from it. Also, although those 18+ tags are there, to be honest, I have no plans to add them yet. They are just there, just in case I need them one day!