The narrator dives into the life of his friend and explores the psyche of his friend as an outsider. After all, no one can truly know what goes on inside the minds of others. Together, we will explore the highs and lows of John. The narrator apologizes in advance. This isn't a happy story. There is not a happily ever after. “No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it’s not the same river and he’s not the same man.” -Heraclitus What you deserve is not always what you get.