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Chapter 19 - His Change

Chapter 19 - His Change

Feronia’s brow furrowed in thought. The magical barriers summoned by the combined magic of Maris and Eloquen were thwarting her efforts to sway the mortals. The sight of her once-ally Maris siding with Eloquen compelled Feronia to seek a new ally – one bold enough to take decisive action. With each passing day on earth, the bond between Adeline and Eric only seemed to strengthen. Despite Garrett’s unconditional support and presence, Adeline’s affections had shifted, her childhood crush on Garrett was fading into memory. Yet, Garrett’s love for her remained as intense as ever.

Observing Garrett’s struggle pained Feronia deeply. Each forced smile, each stifled yearning whenever he witnessed Adeline’s joy with Eric, gnawed at her heart. Hearing Adeline praise another was cruelty Feronia found unjust. Nevertheless, if Garrett had committed his heart to loving, protecting, and standing by Adeline, then Feronia resolved to support him in his endeavor.

Garrett was a mortal of such merit, worthy of her divine favor. His potential to lead the Deverells promised not only the prosperity of his lineage but the elevation of all mortalkind. Under his stewardship, Feronia knew the earth itself would flourish. She was determined to do more for Garrett than just bestow her blessings; she would reward him by actively helping him achieve his dreams.

The lack of Maris’s support baffled Feronia. If Maris believed in Adeline’s exceptional qualities, why would she oppose the union of their chosen mortals – a union that was certain to bring prosperity for all? Why align with Eloquen to oppose her intentions with their combined powers? Feeling the sting of betrayal, Feronia refused to remain idle. Action was imperative. But whom could she enlist to aid her cause?

Feronia’s footsteps traced the verdant pathways of her garden, a collection of lush foliage that reached out to her as she passed. The Coprosma, her beloved plant with glossy leaves that shimmered like polished gemstones, stood in quiet anticipation of her will. The air was heavy with the familiar scents of her garden; each breath Feronia took reminded her of her role as a guardian. As she meandered past beds of vibrant flowers and delicate ferns, the many conversations with her divine peers echoed in her mind.

The whispering wind that rustled the foliage carried voices of past dialogues with deities about the mortals they watched over, stirring a wave of memories within Feronia. It was in this reflective state that Aeonara, the Everwatcher, came to mind – an elusive goddess whose desire was to see humanity’s lineage flourish. Feronia recalled seeing Aeonara at Mirathrend’s Mirror, voicing her convictions about how the founding families should nurture their legacy within the confines of Golden Rivers, rather than venturing beyond their ancestral roots. Aeonara could be the perfect ally who would understand the gravity of Feronia’s situation.

Her thoughts then turned to Eric, whose persuasive efforts could draw Adeline away from Golden Rivers and, more importantly, away from Garrett. His influence tempted Adeline to question her roots and heritage. Feronia was convinced that Aeonara, too, would disapprove of their misguided plans, especially given Adeline’s duty to perpetuate the O’Cean bloodline. The thought of Adeline turning her back on her family’s long lineage was unthinkable.

With newfound resolve, Feronia hastened from the comfort of her garden, the chorus of songbirds and the rustle of leaves bidding her farewell. She was determined in her quest to find the elusive Aeonara, whose hidden abode lay shrouded somewhere within the folds of their celestial domain. Despite the silence within their realm, Feronia’s heart was bursting with emotions – hope, fear, anticipation – propelling her to seek an ally whose wisdom echoed her own. For Garrett and the future he represented, she would journey to the ends of the universe.

After many moons, Feronia found Aeonara, the timeless deity perched above the Earth, observing the human saga unfold. The sight of Aeonara, so in her element, attuned to the mortal realm, filled Feronia with awe and courage drawn from her own mortal charge.

Approaching Aeonara, Feronia’s voice was a soft echo in the celestial expanse. “Aeonara, your vision pierces through mortals’ time and space. I seek your wisdom,” she began, her words laced with determination and respect.

Aeonara’s gaze, radiant as the surrounding stars, met Feronia’s. “Speak, Feronia, Guardian of the Earth. What burdens your heart so?” she inquired, her voice a melodic sound of creation itself.

“It concerns the lineage of the founding families – specifically, Adeline O’Cean and Eric Landin,” Feronia confessed, gauging Aeonara’s stance. “Their potential union threatens to unravel the legacy we’ve so carefully woven. The balance of their bloodline is at stake.”

Aeonara’s nod was slow, her comprehension vast. “Human hearts are indeed tumultuous. Yet, is your concern not also for your mortal charge?”

Feronia’s expression solidified with her resolve. “Don’t you find it unnerving how Eric is leading Adeline away from her heritage, from her destiny in Golden Rivers? Their union could be promising, but she’s wavering from her path.”

“Hearts follow their own path,” Aeonara reflected, her eyes mirroring humanity’s journey. “However, the greater good must prevail. The founding families’ legacies are the pillars of humanity’s future.”

“Will you join me in guiding her soul toward a path that benefits all?” Feronia implored, her voice tinged with hopeful urgency, cleverly veiling her deeper intentions.

Aeonara’s smile was a gentle curve, echoing the infinite. “I will. But what of Maris? Have you sought her counsel, as you seek to sway her charge?”

Feronia’s features drooped, like a wilted flower. “Maris prefers observation over intervention. We cannot count on her aid.”

Understanding dawned on Aeonara. “The O’Cean line has suffered under her watch. We must act to ensure its continuity.”

“Indeed, time is of the essence,” Feronia affirmed. “I have a strategy to strengthen their lineage. Will you stand with me?”

Aeonara’s eyes sparkled with shared enthusiasm. “I will lend my support to ensure your plan’s success. Let me guide Adeline through dreams, away from Eric’s influence and toward your mortal.”

Gratitude warmed Feronia’s voice; her smile was one of victory. “Thank you, Aeonara. I shall leave this in your capable hands.”

With Aeonara’s farewell, Feronia returned to her realm, content with their alliance. Back in her garden, she plucked a fruit from the tree of fertility and cast it into the mortal world, bestowing it upon Aria O’Cean. “Twin boys shall anchor Adeline to her duties until they come of age,” she murmured. “Garrett will have his chance.”

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Satisfied, Feronia shifted her focus back to Garrett. With a subtle gesture, she called upon her Coprosma to reveal his world. Settling into her throne, she prepared to steer her mortal toward his dreams, allowing her magic to fade to avoid detection by Maris and Eloquen. The Coprosma’s leaves shimmered, parting the veil between realms to show Garrett’s meeting with Adeline in the Deverell family room. They were engrossed in plans for the upcoming parents’ association fundraiser at the mall’s park. Garrett took the lead on behalf of the Deverells, and Adeline meticulously outlined the layout for the two-day event.

The Deverell family room was a haven of warmth and nostalgia, scented with the rich smell of polished wood and the faint, comforting aroma of the farm and aged paper from the many agricultural books lining the shelves. Garrett seated by the large bay window, cast a thoughtful shadow over the intricate floor plan spread on the mahogany table. Adeline leaned in closer, her delicate fragrance of peach and vanilla mingling with the room and captivating Garrett’s senses.

He hid his joy over Adeline’s seemingly comfortable body language, though, she appeared oblivious to the effect she had on him. Her professional and clear voice brought the floor plan to life as she detailed each booth and attraction with precision. Their dialogue flowed smoothly, Garrett’s low baritone voice mirrored her professionalism while maintaining a closeness that concealed his true feelings. He contributed to the logistics, suggesting arrangements for donations and prizes, and seized a moment to share a humorous memory, eliciting Adeline’s infectious laughter that sent his heart soaring.

Garrett observed Adeline intently as they collaborated. Haunted by dreams – or perhaps nightmares – since learning of her relationship with Eric, he found himself acting uncharacteristically, unable to understand his own behavior. When Adeline and her sister Londyn had stayed with them, he had heeded Kaylynn’s warning to keep his distance. Adeline had been overwhelmed then, and although he believed he could offer support, she had made it clear she would seek his advice only if needed. He had hoped his absence might be felt, but when she did not reach out, he was left with regret and unsettling dreams that threatened all he held dear.

Garrett’s desire to protect Adeline and his family battled within him. The sight of her happiness with Eric was a sharper pain than her distance. He longed to be the source of her joy, yet he also wished for her to find happiness, even if it wasn’t with him. Torn between selfless love and possessive longing, Garrett grappled with the fear that in seeking her happiness, he might unknowingly confine her.

As they delved further into their planning, their exchange seemed to hint at a deeper connection. Though Adeline’s expression gave nothing away, Garrett felt as if they were discussing not just the fundraiser but a shared future – a future he longed to build with her. In those moments, the world beyond their bubble of shared purpose seemed to vanish.

Their intimate bubble burst with the sound of Eric’s voice. Garrett’s silent wish for Eric’s absence went unheeded as Adeline sprang up to greet him, leaving Garrett to witness their growing affection. The urge to pull her back was overwhelming, yet he knew it was futile. Adeline’s heart had already drifted to Eric’s side, and any thought of Garrett faded with the dimming light in the room. The laughter and warmth that had filled the room moments before now seemed like a distant memory. Garrett struggled to contain his emotions in the presence of Eric. Although Eric seemed aware of his feelings for Adeline, she remained oblivious.

As Adeline gathered her belongings and the floor plans to leave, Garrett caught a piercing glance from Kaylynn. Excusing himself to finish some work, his departure was seemingly unnoticed by the couple wrapped up in their affectionate reunion. As he walked away, the weight of unspoken words, unrealized dreams and broken promises settled heavily upon him. He knew he had to face the truth that Adeline might never see him as more than a friend, yet his heart stubbornly clung to hope.

That evening, Garrett deliberately avoided Kaylynn, declining her invitation for one of their usual late-night conversations in the kitchen after their parents had gone to bed. He was weary of her lectures about taking advantage of Adeline’s presence at the Deverells’, a choice she made due to Eric’s after-school commitments. Garrett’s insecurities led him to break his promise to Adeline, seeking her out despite his better judgment. He was secretly thankful for the parents’ association’s request for the Deverells’ support in their fundraiser, which provided him with a pretext to spearhead their contribution, supposedly motivated by Kaylynn’s upcoming graduation. Kaylynn, who knew her brother all too well, disapproved of his eagerness, suspecting his true intent was to spend time with Adeline.

In the quiet of his room, Garrett replayed their recent interactions, analyzing every glance and word for hidden meanings. The logical part of him knew Adeline’s future was her own to choose, yet the emotional part refused to accept a life without her. He felt guilty for breaking his promise to maintain a respectful distance, shattered by his dying need to be near her. In his sleep, he was haunted by the image of Adeline, radiant and unattainable, a ghost whispering about what could have been. When he woke, covered in sweat, he wrestled with the duality of his desires: the noble intention to see her happy even if it meant being with Eric, and the selfish desire to be the source and solution to her joys and troubles.

The following day, Garrett inadvertently eavesdropped on a conversation between Adeline and Kaylynn. Having completed his work and freshly showered, he paused by the slightly open door of his sister’s bedroom. Adeline was in the midst of confiding in Kaylynn about her mother, Aria O’Cean. Apparently, Aria was pregnant but since she was only four and a half weeks along, she wanted to keep this news confidential. Due to previous miscarriages, the family intended to be silent while allowing Aria to relax until the risk was minimal. Adeline voiced her worries about her mother’s well-being considering her age – approaching forty years old and still wanting more children. Garrett strained to hear more, learning about Adeline’s compounded concerns over her mother’s fluctuating mental health and her own desire for freedom.

Kaylynn, ever the optimist, offered no definitive guidance but shared her joy and excitement for Adeline. She suggested it might be beneficial for Adeline to encourage Aria to consult with their mother, who had experienced motherhood later in life. Kaylynn believed their mother’s insights and empathy could be a source of comfort and advice for Aria. However, Kaylynn’s well-meaning suggestions seemed to do little to alleviate Adeline’s inner turmoil, a fact Garrett noted with a shake of his head as he eavesdropped.

For Garrett, the revelation of Aria’s pregnancy ignited a flicker of hope. It presented a chance for him to become an integral part of Adeline’s life. He recognized the deep ties that bound her to her family, and unlike Eric, he was ready to help her shoulder these responsibilities. Garrett had strategically positioned himself as Adeline’s steadfast support—a shoulder to cry on, a confidant, and a man approved by her father.

Yet, Garrett’s nights were plagued by restlessness, his mind conjuring scenarios where he could be Adeline’s pillar of strength, where he might declare his love and be met with reciprocation. The mere possibility of transcending the bounds of friendship spurred him on, despite the challenges. He clung to the belief that Eric’s eventual departure from Golden Rivers might provide the perfect opportunity to deepen his connection with Adeline.

One night, Kaylynn confronted Garrett in his bedroom, her words a barrage of concern for the precarious state of their relationship. She emphasized how much joy Eric brought to Adeline, expressing her approval of their union. Garrett’s expression darkened, sensing that Kaylynn’s recent business partnership with Eric had shifted her allegiance. Despite her opposition, Garrett resolved to persevere, convinced he was destined to be Adeline’s beacon of hope.

As Kaylynn’s admonitions faded into the background, Garrett’s thoughts returned to Adeline’s predicament. He knew he needed to create a moment for candid conversation to prove he was not only more astute than Eric but also the better match for her. The road ahead was fraught with obstacles, but Garrett was resolute: he would no longer remain a passive bystander in the narrative of his own life. Driven by his deepest thoughts and dreams, Garrett was on a personal journey of change, one he hoped would light a spark of inspiration in Adeline.