Blaine is what you call average high school student, who didn’t do anything good in his life. He doesn’t have any achievement that he can show off to other people. From his perspective, he is not great at anything. He has decent abilities but he didn’t excel in any area. Maybe he is not interested in rose-colored school life at all. But after some kind of event he decided to live seriously. I don’t want to feel like this again! No more slacking off.