"Beastly- unkind, malicious, cruel, unrestrained"All this time I had hated him. After all these years I couldn't bring myself to do anything but despise his whole person. He was the reason why my life had been upside down. The reason why the though of safety eluded me. The reason I hated myself. But as much as I hated him, I couldn't deny reality and the truth. And the only truth was... I belonged to the beast.