A bassist and former teen star struggles with addiction, alcoholism, and depression. He has long been in love with the lead singer of his band, but this is a love that remains unrequited. Trying and failing time and time again to regain control over his life despite his problems, he must learn to confront them: to accept himself and what he has in order to move forward. Warning, triggering content will be in this novel. I will be exploring sexual themes and drug abuse. I will also be exploring trauma and mental illness, as well as themes of drug overdose, suicide, and sexual assault. If these themes are too much for you, please read elsewhere. I don't write with the intention of causing emotional harm.