Have you ever thought about what you would do if you were in front of a god seeking your help?  Blake was a shut in with “neurodivergent tendencies” like adhd and all throughout his loner life he thought about what he would bargain for if he was reincarnated, what would allow him to thrive or even just live. So when he was summoned in front of a supposed god who asked what he wanted, He made a deal of two lifetimes.